Introduction:

(This is inspired by a true story . All events are true, I just added and edited some cute details. So okay, this is a story about my dad’s unmarried bestfriend. Excuse the way I wrote this, I’m not really good at writting stories. So I would call this freestyling baby haha )

7 years old

Watching my outside the window from my mother’s office, I saw this pretty little girl about my age. She was no ordinary girl, to me she looks like an angel. Pale skin, black hair, and a very weak but beautiful smile. Yes, she smiled at me. My heart leaped and I smiled back at her like a little kid about to be given a lollipop. I bolted out of my mother’s office and ran to the bus stop where she was standing, my mother’s secretary chasing me. “Heeeeeeeeeeeey” I jumped and waved at her. She giggled and waved at me from inside the bus. “You’re pretty” I called out she smiled and stuck her head out of the bus. I Pointed at myself “I’m trent”.. “I’m Emily” She called back. The bus started driving away she smiled at me “Bye Treeeeeeent!” we waved at each other. I had this puppy dog pout while waving as the bus drove away until it was out of my sight. “Gotcha!” My mother’s secretary grabbed my collar and dragged me back into the building calling me a “Little devil”.

17 years old

I was kicked out of the private school for causing too much trouble. “He would get in to fist fights, pull pranks on the teachers, turn the whole classroom into a circus . He influenced a lot of students to be more like him and one more thing, he’s a heart breaker he broke almost all the girl’s heart , even my daughter’s.” enumerated the school administrator purposely. “So You are saying this school is incapable of disciplining one child?” My mother raised her voice. The school administrator told my mother. “Your child is beyond discipline Mrs. Stanford. all his offense filed up together is more than enough to kick him out, I’m sorry”. My mother stormed out of the office angrily. “Well jack, it was a real pleasure doing business with you” I took his apple and chuckled. “Why You heathen” He turned red and I ran out of the room laughing.

The drive home was long and quiet. I kept trying to start a conversation with my mother but she wouldn’t talk. She just had this angry look on her face. When we reached home, My mother gave me a long hard pinch on the side . “Owwww! mum I’ll behave I promise” I pleaded then she released me. My mother was the type of mother that would choose to believe whatever excuse I have than others and I love her a lot.

Public school

My first day in school, the teachers in every class started off by introducing me to the whole class and I immediately gained friends. There was this one classmate that caught my attention though, she wasn’t interested in me or wouldn’t even look at me . I sat next to her to find out that mystery. “Hey” I extended my hand to her, she continued reading her book and shook my hand without looking at me. “I’m Trent” I said confidently. “Cool. I’m emily” she said plainly. I was gonna say something more but she told me to hush. No one ever told me to hush before. Why isn’t she attracted to me? oh maybe she’s lesbian.

Next day

“Hey lesbian Emily” I greeted her while leaning on the locker beside hers. She stared at me, it was the first time I saw her face clearly. She looked really familiar but I couldn’t remember who. I searched the back of my mind while staring back at her until I remembered. Pale skin, Black hair, Pretty face, and Emily. “You’re Emily!” My eyes widened. “Yea you knew that since yesterday brotha’ now will you please vanish” she waved me off. I had this shocked happy face on that creeped her out. “Emily, Don’t you remember me?” .. “…No, I don’t know you and you are creepy” she replied with a creeped out tone and started walking away. A lot of people started looking at us and the girls gave her an annoyed look as she walked past them. “Remember that kid from 10 years ago who ran outside the hospital just to say you’re pretty” I followed her. She stopped on her tracks , turned at me with wide eyes and smiled. “But you were chubby then” she stared at me curiously. “You find me attractive now aye?” I said cheekily. “No that little chubby kid who looked like a penguin has always been my ideal guy” she smiled and her face turned soft. “Isn’t this weird, like the chances of us meeting again after how many years.. Wooow” we were so amazed ” Well The penguin never had the chance to hug you” she chuckled and hugged me. “Will you walk me to class mr. penguin?” .. “I’d love to” then i walked her to class , leaving everyone curious.

COLLEGE

Emily and I started dating when we were in college, and we never got bored of each other even though we didn’t see each other as much. She was busy with her studies, she made me busy with mine and thanks to that I was able to graduate on time.

2 years after college

“You’ve been working too much again baby” I hugged emily from behind and kissed her cheek. “I have to” she kissed my lips softly. “Is it just me or you look more pale than usual, you look so frail” I eyed her. “You’re thinking too much, go back to bed love” she caressed my face. “Okayy…” I sighed. “Actually, I’m not going back to bed unless I take you with me” I lifted her and took her to bed . That night we made love.

I woke up to the most beautiful face smiling at me, caressing me. “I love you” those were the first words that came out of my mind. “I love you until the day I die” she said softly. I sat up and pulled her to an embrace. she kissed my bare chest. “Emily?”.. “Yea?” .. I took a small box from the end table and took out the ring. “Will you marry me?” … “I … can’t” she started sobbing and I was so confused and surprised. She wouldn’t tell me no matter how much i tried. I suspected that she did something so I stormed off the house and went to leave with my bestfriend. I didn’t come home for two days, then I saw her leave the bistro with a fine looking man about my age. He opened the door for her then they drove off. I came home to our house that night, not to get back with her but to pack my things. She gave me a painful smile and tried to hug me but I didn’t let her. I packed all my things without saying a word to her, she kept crying begging me to stay. “Is he the reason why you can’t marry me Emily? huh?” I yelled at her. “No, It’s not what you think” she reasoned. “Then explain to me what’s going on?” … ” I can’t , not now” .. “Wrong answer, you just ran out of time goodbye” She was on the floor hugging my legs, still begging ang crying. I took her hands off me and walked out.

3 months after, 5:am

Emily’s mother called me asking me to meet her at the hospital and I did. The first thing she did was slap me. “You did this to my daughter”. she tried to fight the tears from coming out of her face. “What’s going on?” I was so confused and panic started flooding my head. “Of course you never knew, follow me” I followed her and when we opened the door. I didn’t recognize the girl laying down on the bed. She’s bald, so thin and weak. I convinced myself to believe that its not emily then recognized the ring she’s wearing. It was my emily, my love. I started walking towards her but her mother told me not to wake her up since, she needed rest for another chemotherapy. “Why did you just tell me now?” .. “She kept it to herself until she couldn’t take it anymore, We didn’t expect it to come back” she started crying. “She had it when she was just 6 years old, it went away but now it’s back. all the doctors could tell us is to pray for a miracle” she covered her mouth while she was crying. I bolted out of the hospital. I cried so hard inside my car, I went crazy, I couldn’t process everything. I kept screaming and pulling my hair. I was in a state of shock and denial. Maybe emily was just playing a prank on me? Must be like that yea? Emily is too strong to get sick. “I love you until the day I die” those words that emily said kept replaying on my mind. The scene at the house when she begged me. IT WAS ALL MY FAULT . I cried so hard inside my car. Can you imagine the love of your life about to be taken away from you?… I stared at the rosary hanging on the mirror of my car. I took it out, and started asking God why this has to happen. “God please send me an angel, make her well please, I believe in miracles please let one happen now, please” I kept begging God then my irrational side came out. I stared angrily at the rosary “Why are you taking her? Why?” I threw the rosary outside. I fell asleep crying. My mother came and woke me up and I started crying again. She hugged me tightly, trying to relieve me. “My baby boy, stop everythings gonna be okay?” she stared into my swollen eyes. “No it’s not mom” I was like a little boy. “We’re gonna get through this okay, Okay?” my mother assured me. I couldn’t understand her anymore. She Slapped me “Snap out of it Trent, do you want her to get worse? Don’t you think you being like this wont affect her?” I stopped crying and inhaled deeply. I went home with my mother to take a shower and fix myself. I bought the best bouquet the flower shop could make for me. It’s so hard not to break down and cry as I walked closer to her room. I opened the door , and walked over to Emily. She was surprised to see me , tears started pooling her eyes but I kissed them away. “I missed you” she pouted. “I’m sorry” she put her finger on my mouth. “I don’t want to hear that” her voice was pleading. I just nodded. I kissed her finger and she smiled. “I’m so ugly baby” she pouted. “Are you kidding me?, this flower is not even half as beautiful as you” I forced a smile. “Oh stop it” she chuckled. “I love you more than anything in this world emily”.. “I love you too , until my last breath”… I breath deep. The doctor came and took emily for chemotherapy. I released all the tears I was hiding then I shaved my head off. Emily was so weak when she came back , thankfully my new look made her smile. “Can you sleep next to me please?” she begged me. “Is it okay?” I asked the doctor. “I guess it’ll be fine , the bed is too big. just make sure you don’t impede anything” I slept on her left side since all the monitors were on her right side. I kissed her head and she kissed mine. As usual, she was awake first than me. “Emily?”.. “Mhm?”.. “Since you’re wearing that ring, Will you finally marry me?” she cried and finally said Yes , the biggest Yes. The next day I bought wedding rings, and brought the priests. Our wedding wasn’t that fancy but It was meaningful. We exchanged vows and finally became man and wife… for a week until she passed away…

I LOVE YOU EMILY FOREVER UNTIL THE DAY I DIE, I WILL BE WAITING UNTIL MY LAST HOURS WHEN YOU WILL COME AND PICK ME UP AND WE WILL BE TOGETHER FOR ALL ETERNITY.

(Screen) Name: Isolation

When I was 14, a boy told me he had a crush on me. I didn’t believe him, I thought it was a joke. His friends were always like “Hey go talk to her!” and he was kind of shy but he came to talk to me. He gave me many opportinities to get to know him better but I was so stupid that I didn’t take these. I kept thinking that he was just confuse, it was not possible that I was the one for him. So one time, while chatting on the Internet, I told him I had feelings for him. He was so happy. But the day after when I saw him at school, I had difficulties to look at him in the eyes. I was so shy. I didn’t even talk to him. I don’t know why. And right now, 3 years later, I regret. I was being the most silly kid and he was the sweetest guy ever. He changed. He started to hang out with different people, he smokes. We have a class this year together. I look at him, I see that he looks at me too and he keep staring me when I open my mouth to talk. I wish I could go back in time. I realize that I like him. What should I do?

(Screen) Name: Sophie

When I was 12, I didn’t have any friends. I sat by myself and everyone thought I was weird or different. Every day I would go home, do homework and plop down on the computer. One day I found this site. It was one of those meet-people virtual-world websites. I went on it everyday. It was a place of comfort and smiles that made me feel good.

One day in a chatroom I met David.

David’s avatar looked simple and simplistic. I said hi to David and he returned the greeting.

David was older. He was very friendly and I would talk to him everyday. Everyday I would come home from school excited,, do my important agendas and plop down on the computer chair. Since I was 12 going on 13 it was difficult to see what times he would be on. David lived in Ohio and I lived in California.

Everyday I would tell David about my day and he would tell me about his. We would listen to music together and live in our own little world of happiness. He never once probed me any inappropiate questions. David told me all about his life and I told him all about mine.

Days turned into months. By 6-7 months, I was used to talking to David. It was never ‘weird’ or ‘abnormal’ to me. David and the internet world was all I knew as my social outlet (at the time).

One day I realized something while I was with David. Our conversations got deeper than normal and he never stopped the conversation from going flirty/romantic. I was falling in love with David.

Around November, a few days before my birthday of turning 13, I was in the chatroom with David. It was different now. I told David I loved him. I was so scared. I THEN knew it wasn’t normal to love someone this way. David told me that he too was falling in love with me.

Okay, David isn’t some closet freak that is a pedophile. He is more normal than I was at the time. He had a job and social life and I mostly talked to him at night. We would stay up for hours just talking to eachother.

We finally agreed to being a long-distance couple less than a few days from my birthday. I was so happy and niave. David and I loved eachother, but at the time, David was much more mature and I was extremely niave. I was a little girl falling in love with a person that knew better.

The beginning of Summer.

One day, out of nowhere, David didn’t log on. I took no offense and thought he was super tired or busy. Our time zone differences put a strain on our relationship. The next day, nothing. After a few days, I got scared. I sent him bunches and bunches of messages. No reply. This went on for while.

This went on for weeks. I would cry myself to sleep every night. I would send him desperation messages begging him to reply. No such luck.
I went into a severe depression.

2 months passed…I had to get over it. I moved on. I started talking to other guys in real life and actually experienced flirting and my first kiss. It was nice.

David came back. One day it said he was online and my heart dropped. I mustered up all my bravery and said hi. The conversation was very friendly and short. He told me he was extremely busy and had no internet. I didn’t probe questions.

Eventually we were talking agian and David knew I was with other guys in real life. He didn’t like that. He begged me to come back to him and that he was so sorry for leaving me here. Like an idiot I took him back.

A process of break-up and make-up went on. We fought about alot of things as our relationship progressed. There was tears and heartache and betrayal.

There was LOVE and promises made.

When I got into high school, things changed. I made ALOT of friends and became the pretty girl. I never told anyone of my love with David. People would always wonder why I was ‘single’ or they never saw me with guys.

4 years have passed…It will be 5 pretty soon. Im really excited. It has been a hard and rocky road. It was never easy, but I made it father than most real couples did.

16 going on 17… I can’t wait to see him. I’m excited but scared. I’m scared to death. Soon I will meet the person I have dedicated my entire young adulthood to. I’m so scared and anxious. It’s a beautiful dream I’m waiting to fullfill. I’m so happy.

There is no moral point to my story. True love is real. Maybe for me, it didn’t come in the form of some tool trying to breathe down my shirt on the way to prom, but I STRONGLY believe I have found true love. It hurts and it feels beautiful at the same time. You cry and your heart throbs for this person, but you make it through thick and thin. I love this person with all my heart and soul. I’m literally shaking as I’m writing this. I’m still going through it with him, and it gets hard, but we love eachother enough to make it. We are going to make it. Love is real. Don’t ever give up!

(Screen) Name: mscherrycool1

I was in preschool the first time I met Seth. He was my brother’s best friend, and two years older. We used to play together, the three of us, and as time went on I realized that we were best friends as well. When I was in the third grade we all went to the local park and played ball tag. He quickly scampered up a tree to avoid getting hit, and extended a hand below to help me up. Whent I took his hand in mine I blushed a deep red color. No boy had ever been so kind to me. When I was in the fith grade he moved schools and my brother stopes hanging out with him, so did I. I only saw him once a year. I never knew how much I could miss a person. When I thought of him I became sad, and the pit of my stomach felt heavy. The last time I saw him was in the seventh grade. The last night he stayed at my house, I slept in the basement with him and my brother. When I was half asleep, I felt a kiss on my forehead, and his voice saying, “I’ll always love you, forever and ever.” I didn’t have the courage to tell him that I loved him too. This is the biggest regret of my life.

(Screen) Name: Octavious Rose

ok so basically i was in a relationship with a guy that i fell in love with the moment i set eyes on.hes from a relatively poor family.btw im from London but i currently live in sulaimaniyah, Iraq,He lives 2 hours away.so at first there was no way i could tell him how i felt.a year later i saw him again and so then i told his cousin who used to be my friend to tell him how i felt but instead he told him that i hated him(i found that out later) a couple of monthe later i saw him at my uncles house,and it was amazing he felt the same way about me and i just went crazy when i saw him,it was the best feeling in the world,we kissed for the first time.1 month later i saw him again which was even better we spent about 5 hours together with my cousins.this was the last time i saw him about 7 months ago.He got a phone and managed to get my phone number and we started talking everyday for 3 hours.I was so happy.Of course we had to talk secretly.This went on for 2 months but it didnt last long.about 3 month later my mums sister found out and she told my mum(my mum absolutely hates his family) she literally went crazy and it became a big fight between our families,our communications are cut of completely.Ive always tried calling his dad in necessary circumstances but after the big fight his dad forbade me to contact any member of his family.I don’t even know if him in relationship anymore or if im still his gf.btw im forbidden to go anywhere near the city hes in.Every single relative i had turned against me after this and made up a million rumors about me.What hurts is that he doesnt know that after all this i still love him and im still trying to contact him but one more risk and thats it because my parents gave me one more chance to let go.(Im Muslim btw but im from London so im sorta different than the people here)And i dont know what he thinks about all this.Everybody tells me to let go and ive tried but he means too much.Please give me some advice.It really means alot.(Im 16 btw)

(Screen) Name: candygirllxx

I want to share my story with you, it all began in the summer of 15 July 2010,when I was at home. my sister introduced me to this boy through phone call. That time I was 18 years old & he was 21. I was studing from jaipur & he was studing from abroad.
“Numbers were exchanged & we got talking”and in b/w the phone conversations & text messages gave a strong healthy friendship.
After that when I went to jaipur, we met each other on 8 Aug 2010,When I first saw his well….lets just say it was the happiest day of my life.I have never met a boy like him, he’s extremely gudluking,caring,well educated & perfect.
After first meeting we became best friends, despite our vast personality. He is short-tempered & I m an low-temper, he’s outgoing & I m more of a private person 🙂
After few days he went to abroad for further study. In b/w we used to do contact through phone calls. we share every talk..which was also attracted to each other.
Days moved on like that, suddenly in 3 Nov 2010 b/w at 1am to 2am I express my love I said I love you… he accepted my proposal & replied love you too 🙂 that time I felt I’m the luckiest girl in this world. coming soon we share everything,life was going smoth..!

“When I had meet this guy I had no ideas would mean so much to me in the long run:)
Starting of 2011 my birthday was came they gave me lots of surprises, that time I was so happy because all gifts were unexpected one is teddybear as the same of my height:)) rlly he gave me lot of happiness, he planned so much nd that effort means a lot to me..rlly I never forget that moment….:) .I have always been honest & open with my family so told my mom about our relationship & I know that my mother really like him.
We both wait for so long to meet each other bcoz he used to come india once a year but to do wait for each other is a grt feeling itself.
We both spent time together,enjoyed those moments,shopped toooo much,hang-out etc etc…
* DISTANCE MEANS SO LITTLE
WHEN SUMONE MEANS SO MUCH*
But we never discuss our future, bcz we both are believe in destiny..agr kismet me hoga to mil jayenge.I proud of my love bcz its unconditional {no demand,no boundation,full of masti}.almost 2 and ½ yr completed nd still we both are very happy and comfortable with each other due to our understanding nd believe for each other. I hope itwill remain same…Rlly I love him and * I have just one wish, that I want to wake up all my life, with the warmth of your breathe around me*

And I heartly thankz to him for everything,he gave me lots of love..lots of care.,Rlly I love him so much he’s my life nd I never wanna lose him. he’s the only one who makes me feel perfect.

Words of wisdom =My only words of advice would be “Distances doesn’t matter if u rlly love the person,what matters most is your honesty & trust for that relationship to work out”

(Screen) Name: Radhika

Our family has hated each other since we moved to the same apartments as them. I was only six months old, we lived there three years. They had so much problems we had to move. When we met I was fifteen my now girlfriend was fourteen, I was at a friends house and saw a drunk man harassing her. So I decided to stop him (i have done boxing for two years so its no big deal). He tried to hit me so I defended myself, by knocking him out. She was startled so I told her if she wanted me to walk her home and she wanted me to so I did. She thanked me and told me guys wouldn’t normally do that. Her house was a bit far, but we were just having such a great time. We talked so much and even walked around her block six times. We were really feeling something for each other so I got her number.

We talked on the phone for hours. We set up a date to a local beach, my best date so far. In the middle of a conversation I recommended her take boxing. She jokingly replied that she didn’t need to learn self defense. So I jokingly said “but what if i am not there”. Then she said smiling “Yeah but your always gonna be there right?”. She was so cute blushing, and smiling, I told her “of course”. At that moment I knew we were gonna be together. After being in a relationship and really close her parents wanted to meet me. Before I got to meet them they found out who my parents were. Our parents absolutely hated the fact we were a couple and refused for us to see each other especially hers.

We managed to still talk, she convinced her parents into letting her go to a friends party, so she went to my school dance. We got there early and danced a bit. We hadn’t seen each other for awhile so we got a bit emotional so we left to talk in a empty place. After that day she hadn’t called me for three days so I knew her parents found out. She called me crying and said her parents told her if she talks to me again they’re gonna leave LA. After that she told me she hated how much she needs me, and how sad it makes her we’re gonna have to forget each other. That was the first time I was heartbroken. I just paused and all I could hear was her crying. She had to hang up so we said our goodbyes and that we love each other. Of course we couldn’t stop seeing each other even though we knew it was gonna make it worse. Her parents found out and that’s when I knew it was over. After a week of sadness I was walking home from school and there she was, with a jacket I bought her and never saw her wear. She ran to me screaming and we hugged, we were both so happy. Her parents really couldn’t move and just had to face it, we were gonna see each other, so they let her date me. With all that said, we went through a lot and have came out stronger than ever.

(Screen) Name: Oscar9220

I would not say much on this, because i have noticed a lot of false spellcaster are here and it makes it difficult for people to identify the real spellcaster,
I am a witness of great and perfect result from an African spell caster. He as done 2 perfect spell for me that i was surprised getting result in weeks… Initially i was doubtful about him, but something in me said I should believe him and I did, So i gave it a try… To my surprise things worked the way i wanted and I feel so happy now and cant stop thanking God for bringing the helper my way. At first I thought his cost was much, now I realise his work is more than the cost. He works with procedures and also updated me as he proceeding in his works.
I wont force anyone to try him or patronise him, but i will only say you should give a try and believe him…. He is good, and his works worth more than he asked.
you can contact him via www oluwemawetemple.webs com or oluwefash@gmail(dot)com

For you to be sure, you can tell him to give you a contact of one of his clients that he as helped, then you can ask to be sure and guaranteed.
All i can say is …..The spell caster is the best i came across after trying different false spellcaster.

Grace ( Europe)

(Screen) Name: Anonymous

My Name is Gabby.I will love to share my testimony to all the people in the forum cos i never thought i will have my girlfriend back and she means so much to me..The girl i want to get marry to left me 3 weeks to our weeding for another man..,When i called her she never picked my calls,She deleted me on her facebook and she changed her facebook status from married to Single…when i went to her to her place of work she told her boss she never want to see me..i lost my job as a result of this cos i cant get myself anymore,my life was upside down and everything did not go smooth with my life…I tried all i could to have her back to all did not work out until i met a Man when i Travel to Africa to execute some business have been developing some years back..I told him my problem and all have passed through in getting her back and how i lost my job…he told me he gonna help me…i don’t believe that in the first place.but he swore he will help me out and he told me the reason why my girlfriend left me and also told me some hidden secrets.i was amazed when i heard that from him..he said he will cast a spell for me and i will see the results in the next couple of days..then i travel back to US the following day and i called him when i got home and he said he’s busy casting those spells and he has bought all the materials needed for the spells,he said am gonna see positive results in the next 2 days that is Thursday…My girlfriend called me at exactly 13:35pm on Thursday and apologies for all she had done ..she said,she never knew what she’s doing and her sudden behavior was not intentional and she promised not to do that again.it was like am dreaming when i heard that from her and when we ended the call,i called the man and told him my wife called and he said i haven’t seen anything yet… he said i will also get my job back in 3 days time..and when its Sunday,they called me at my place of work that i should resume working on Monday and they gonna compensate me for the time limit have spent at home without working..My life is back into shape,i have my girlfriend back and we are happily married now with kids and i have my job back too.This man is really powerful..if we have up to 20 people like him in the world,the world would have been a better place..he has also helped many of my friends to solve many problems and they are all happy now..Am posting this to the forum for anybody that is interested in meeting the man for help.you can mail him to oluwefash@gmail com or visit www oluwemawetemple.webs.com
i cant give out his number cos he told me he don’t want to be disturbed by many people across the world..he said his email is okay and he’ will replied to any emails asap..hope he helped u out too..good luck

(Screen) Name: mkwinth

So I just got done watching The Notebook, one of the happiest, saddest, realest love stories ever invented. The love Noah & Allie share is so genuine, and unconditional. I can’t help but wonder if there’s a love like that that out somewhere for me. I know I’ m young and shouldn’t be rushing into things like eternal love but I can’t help it. I can’t help the fact that every moment of every day I think about that kind of love, the love that I can only even remotely think about sharing with one person. He knows who he is, I think. It’s sad because there are only two men in this whole world that I think I could ever love unconditionally, but they’ve both failed me. One of them is my father. He died when I was eight. I wasn’t even fully aware of everything in life especially not love when he died. They say a fathers love is the strongest love, but what happens if you never experience that? Well I guess that’s why people find someone to love and spend the rest of their life with, as a spouse. The second failed love is, my, well everything. Or at least he used to be. We’ve known each other for about 5 years, but it feels like I’ve known him forever. When we started going out, I was the happiest I think I’ve ever been in my life. But somewhere along the road we lost our way, and my heart got broken. I don’t even know how it happened or how it went wrong but it did. I thought I could find my way back to him but it’s hard when the person isn’t trying to find their way back to you. Sometimes I just wonder if love even really exists. I mean of course it does but why is it so hard to come across? Why do people have to go through so much pain to get the love they want, need, and deserve? I know God is supposed to be our everything, and we are supposed to find everything in him, including love. But sometimes that’s not enough, it’s hard to feel the love when no one is right there standing beside you, touching you, talking to you, listening to you, if you can’t see them, how do you know they’re there? I believe in God and that he is omnipresent and is around me at all times but sometimes my flesh needs the earthly love of a man. So what are those of us with no love supposed to do? Do we just live life knowing there isn’t any love for us? Do we pretend to feel loved but deep inside all we feel is pain and abandonment? Or do we just keep fighting for the love we know is out there but may take a lifetime to find?

(Screen) Name: Jizzy Jay