I was 19 years old and she was just 16.We met through a friend of ours, we had only one common friend in us n she helped me alot in propsing sneha but because of my shy nature i wasnt able to propose her.she is so beautiful just like the gal next door i loved her like hell she dint undertsand it but we kept meeting both more often.I called her for movies we gaged had fun together. i knew that she is the only one person with whom i can spend my rest of my life i was really happy and even afraid of proposing her.
The day of 14 feburary finally with lots of guts i finally propsed her and she did really said yes. I was so happy just felt to just go and hug her, I still remember that days each and every single moment of my life. I still get dreams of that moment, it was the best moment of my life.I hope everyday would start up and end up with that day.All days should be like that day.She is the only one person whom i have loved.
We kept meeting, finally our relationship continued for 5 yrs and m really happy.There were misunderstandings, fights, arguments and everything which happens in every single relationship but always it was me or her to come up with the solutions. If I thought its my fault then i said sory and everything seemed normal n if she thought its her then she was the person to say sory.
i love her like hell she does too..will keep loving her till the last breath of my life
Vishal..

(Screen) Name: Vishal

It was a Birthday of his girlfriend and he planned a surprise visit to her crossing 2000 miles across the country.
A surprise by which the lovely couple spent long time hand in hand, as they were more than anything for each other.
The top majesty God watching the story smiled and decided to test their love.

As soon as the Boy returned to his orginal destination. There was a quarrel in his profession.
No salary for next 3 months, work or leave. The boy was in a bad mood, how to pay the EMI of education Loan,
how to pay the rent, what to eat and savings !!! Thoughts terrorising every moment. He was about to speak about
this to his girlfriend. with this conversation on phone ” Did you had ur Dinner ?”
The girl anxiously shouted… “what do you want, how do you care for me just by asking for dinner. I need a job, I have no time left tojust think about what to eat.
Parents forcing to return and I am unable to get anything.”

With two drops of tears the guy couldn’t speak anything and put the phone down.
Soon the girl realized what she did and she called back and said “Sorry”.
But this time, the guy yelled and there was a kiosk… God smiled again.
Things never got controlled after that, They were not speaking to each other since long time.
The girl decided to leave the guy, but the boy was not ready to accept this decision.

After few weeks, the clock was 10.30pm just a day before the boys birthday. The boy eagerly waiting that his girl will return to him as the best ever birthday gift of his life.
It was 11.45pm the Boys friends were ready to celebrate but his eyes were constantly checking the phone. At 11.59pm, the boy was still with phone, no reactions what so ever.
Clock struck 00.00 …….. No call
Tears trembled. Friends caught him before he fell on the ground.
No one aware of what exactly happened. But there was no call.
The guy looking at the photograph of his beauty in his laptop, crying, speechless, sleepless…
The other side, girl standing with the same situation in her balcony, crying wishing his moon “Happy Birthday Baby”… m sorry.

The day began, boy with a whole night of frustration called his girl, standing on the roof top. “Final Question Are You Coming Back Or Not”
Girl said “No”. The Boy cut his wrist with a broken piece of axe. Guy Questioned again “Now are you coming, this time i will jump off”
The Girl put the phone down and within few minute her mother called the Boy. A great discussion went on.
Boy said sorry for everything on his own Birthday, cried more then ever in his life of 28 years. The girl was actually hiding her face of tears, pretending she is a different girl now.
Day past on. Girl not ready to return, Boy ready to die any second alone now. It was 11.45pm The day is gonna over. The boy crying still looking on to his mobile.
At 11.55pm, Boy was in the arms of his friend crying when the mobile ranged. Yes it was the Girl.
The Boy started all again, with apologies and all and the girl accepted when it was about to end the day.

Few days passed, life was not so easy for the both the love birds. Girl searching for Job, and always asking his love to be here with her so that we can be together and live happily,
Boy trying to cope up his life without penny. Both frustrated, Both wana meet, but no money with either to come.
Girl trying her hard luck, frustrated said to the boy one day
“See I am a different Girl now, You will be unable to accept me what I am today, I am jobless and just because of you I am unable to get any one, Its better for us to stay away”

Before continuing, a small question… Did we ever thought, why the Girl is reacting like this when she too cry for her love when she is alone and why the boy has become so possesive and violent ??
Its all together the frustration being developed in their individual lives. They need each other but bound to stay a apart. Both of them have some negative qualities.
“Boy with his Anger, Girl with her Frustration” and the almighty targeted their love with their negativities for Testing.

Boy after hearing this, as usual reacted… less of violent but more of control. He said, this is not justified to blame.
Having a great past memories of 3 years were blowing as the days were passing. Boy started accepting everything from her. Cried thoughout the nights but didn’t responded.
He was not being calm but he was wearing the sheet of calmness which was controling him. The talks were almost no no between them. The boy do message her but the girl didn’t replied any of those.

One fierce day, the Girl replied… “Got the Job joining on Monday”.
Boy after reading smiled and replied… “Congrats and Be Happy Now”. It was a day among the best Happy days for both of them. But still both were speechless.
What they actually want from each other. No one can ever know.
Girl expecting a good reaction from his love received another message.
“As I am out of your life, your dreams are coming true, Good luck and be Happy and bla bla….” the girl cried and replied “You will never ever change yourself and your negativities…” and started the flames of blames again.

The boy was silent but could not control himself on a point since she has the job now, everything can be resolved but still she is blaming.
A word war with all sort of words… bad, worse, worst etc all were in… a battle of tears for both of them faught.
The Boy then declared with anger in full swing, your job is not your job. Its a gift purchased, keep it with you. The girl was stunned.
The Boy then declared your salary package, your designation, your reporting authority… everything was known to him. The girl was quiet with no earth below her feet.
The girl put the phone down, doesn’t know how to react. It was no Love, it was now a battle to give reply or does she deserve a gifted job while she cannot get one by proving herself !!!
The girl with tears called the Boy, Tell me the truth frankly, if you have realy buyed the job I will leave it right now…
The boy was confused but full of thoughts.
….Its gonna be a year now for her without a job,
….if she leaves it the frustration will grow exponetially,
….professionally the market is gonna close the hiring soon,
….this company will not allow her to appear again,
….he will loose her forever.
The Boy replied “No”,”I was telling lies, its your effort, its your job. To get you back in life i said that but dont leave the job as it is yours, only yours.”
And the chapter of love was almost closed after this incidence. The Boy cried a lot and the girl joined the Job.

Seeing all this, the almighty thought, this was actually not planned, why is this happening. The examination of love should have ended by the episode of job and they both should be happy now.
Need to look into this
The Boy started loosing his health, he became a patient of unconsciouness, low haemoglobin but he kept it with him. When the reactions of his health were seen by his friends… They asked “Whats Going On ??
He replied with a smile… I am in Love…
While driving a bike with tearfull eyes, the boy met with an accident and was taken to hospital, just a muscular strech nothing else.
A good friend visited his home after hearing the accident and forced him to get the things out of his mind. The boy explained
“No explanations required, I am a patient of love and no other disease i have, doctor says I have very low immunity of Blood Clot in my body, a single cut and the blood will flow like an unstopable tap”
The friend immediately went to the doctor and asked, What is the reason of his illnes of disimmunity ?
Doctor replied, Your dear friend gave 2 units of blood in 48 hours to a patient of kidney dilasys who require fresh blood. He did so because he was in urgent need of money.
We recommended him Not to do because of Low BP issue but he never listened and said it is to save his own life.”
The friend returned to the boy’s home where he saw a man taking some money in his pocket and boy bidding him thanks and hugs.
The friend with his anger asked “Who the man was whom you have given the money ? Can you explain me in detail, for what money is required ?”
Boy said “No explanations required from love, it is just a small amount to get a gift for my life and I am happy to present it. No matter the result is, am happy i took some amount from this person and i have returned it to him”
Friend said “Do not hide anything for the sake of ur love, tell me”
Boy explained ” Yes I got her gift by paying the amount which was out of my limitations. I had a saving collected since last six months to meet her, got some amount from the money lender on interest, the rest by selling my blood and i have no regrets to this
and I am ready to stay away as she want because if i’ll be with her, i wont accept the changes in her as she is not the one whome i loved but the sole remains the same and she is there in my dreams, I commited many mistakes in my life, gave her tears with no reasons. Its a curse on me to stay away from her
and I will stay away to let her life happily. Time will move and I will move with my dreams and if any how God feels that my curses are over I will surely get my Love back.

Time moved on, the boy onto his profession, now an all time thiest praying to god daily for an hour, no salary yet since six months now. Cannot pay the EMI of his loan, didn’t attend the calls from Bank and one day has to attend one when the bank called in office landline.
He was warned for the Police FIR and case registered for non payment of EMI’s and need to clear all the EMI’s within a week. Boy head’s down and discussed the issue with one of his Teacher, remembering his love and praying god for his love may come back and keep her hand on his hand to generate some power to face all this, but all in vain.
Days passed, Nothing can be done, Boy was just waiting for the blast from Bank and sooner the day came. Police and bank officials in office, the manager called him, not to be in office as they are in no mood of talks and will take you to cell.
Helplessly, Boy just cried, waiting for the people to come in and take him to cell as he droped all his hopes, but they didn’t appeared at his home. Next day morning the Police came in and called the Boy downstairs. They yelled like any damn cop style in the chamber of 3rd degree only didn’t used the physical haressment.
Gave the warning of next 24 hours and left. Collecting the pieces of himself the boy entered his room and saw his roomate on phone and make out that it is his Girl Friend taking the feedback what is going on with him. He could not control again.
He slapped his roomate, took the phone and shouted like hell out, what do you want now. Aren’t you happy now with your life. You are responsible for my situations, stay away and watch the music playing, in case more blood required from my body, Come and take it.
She replied I called up because the roomate messaged that you are in such a situation, but you and your anger will never change. you will not accept that I am happy with my friends, was planning to give you some time and by 3-4 months I will be back to your life, But You need money you will get it. Now dont even feel of any chances of us getting together.

Things were silent, tears blowing everywhere. What to do and what not… no one know. Boy need his life, Girl need changes in him when she has changed her way of thinking. Gift and circumstances of Boy were meaningless.
The Boy with only his moment of legs went to a temple near by and sat there. Asking the reason to god of this Examination of Life which Started from Love and now after his life, He kept on praying for his love, praying for his situations, praying for his mistakes, praying to get the evil out of his life so that he can live with his love if possible any more else, take his life now.
All mighty watching everything happening send his teacher. Boy “Go to Bank and take this amount to pay the pendings right away and clear it”
The Boy couldn’t speak anything but after 3 hours sitting in temple praying and crying, the Boy was with a different mind of acceptance and hope. He came to the temple after deciding to gave up his life but now the time has changed.
He went back to his home. Next morning paid the amount to bank and left for his Job. With a new spirit of life, keeping the heart full of tears behind went for his job after facing the crucial police drama and after yet another blast fight with his love which is now over.

The Boy enetered the office and with in 15 minutes, the manager called him, he went to speak to the manager and the manager declared… You need to get yourself relieve from your job Today. I am sorry for this decision, but company is unable to give you any salary and dont want to be responsible for your crisis.

The Boy speechless and smile with tears came out of office. Still couldn’t decide but now feeling like flowing into a wind of vibrations. Couldn’t hear anything, but still the voice of love passing by his ears. Eyes watching surroundings but can look his parents, sister and his Love calling him towards them.
His imagination power was disrupting the feeling of psychatric patient. He was more of smiling then bearing the pain and tears. It is now a usual fact of curse running right behind him. Some super natural evil which is spoiling every bit of his life but the other side god helping him to come out of it.
This Story yet requires an end and the game of almighty yet requires a completion to this love story full of Hates and Dislikes.

(Screen) Name: akki

It was a Birthday of his girlfriend and he planned a surprise visit to her crossing 2000 miles across the country.
A surprise by which the lovely couple spent long time hand in hand, as they were more than anything for each other.
The top majesty God watching the story smiled and decided to test their love.

As soon as the Boy returned to his orginal destination. There was a quarrel in his profession.
No salary for next 3 months, work or leave. The boy was in a bad mood, how to pay the EMI of education Loan,
how to pay the rent, what to eat and savings !!! Thoughts terrorising every moment. He was about to speak about
this to his girlfriend. with this conversation on phone ” Did you had ur Dinner ?”
The girl anxiously shouted… “what do you want, how do you care for me just by asking for dinner. I need a job, I have no time left tojust think about what to eat.
Parents forcing to return and I am unable to get anything.”

With two drops of tears the guy couldn’t speak anything and put the phone down.
Soon the girl realized what she did and she called back and said “Sorry”.
But this time, the guy yelled and there was a kiosk… God smiled again.
Things never got controlled after that, They were not speaking to each other since long time.
The girl decided to leave the guy, but the boy was not ready to accept this decision.

After few weeks, the clock was 10.30pm just a day before the boys birthday. The boy eagerly waiting that his girl will return to him as the best ever birthday gift of his life.
It was 11.45pm the Boys friends were ready to celebrate but his eyes were constantly checking the phone. At 11.59pm, the boy was still with phone, no reactions what so ever.
Clock struck 00.00 …….. No call
Tears trembled. Friends caught him before he fell on the ground.
No one aware of what exactly happened. But there was no call.
The guy looking at the photograph of his beauty in his laptop, crying, speechless, sleepless…
The other side, girl standing with the same situation in her balcony, crying wishing his moon “Happy Birthday Baby”… m sorry.

The day began, boy with a whole night of frustration called his girl, standing on the roof top. “Final Question Are You Coming Back Or Not”
Girl said “No”. The Boy cut his wrist with a broken piece of axe. Guy Questioned again “Now are you coming, this time i will jump off”
The Girl put the phone down and within few minute her mother called the Boy. A great discussion went on.
Boy said sorry for everything on his own Birthday, cried more then ever in his life of 28 years. The girl was actually hiding her face of tears, pretending she is a different girl now.
Day past on. Girl not ready to return, Boy ready to die any second alone now. It was 11.45pm The day is gonna over. The boy crying still looking on to his mobile.
At 11.55pm, Boy was in the arms of his friend crying when the mobile ranged. Yes it was the Girl.
The Boy started all again, with apologies and all and the girl accepted when it was about to end the day.

Few days passed, life was not so easy for the both the love birds. Girl searching for Job, and always asking his love to be here with her so that we can be together and live happily,
Boy trying to cope up his life without penny. Both frustrated, Both wana meet, but no money with either to come.
Girl trying her hard luck, frustrated said to the boy one day
“See I am a different Girl now, You will be unable to accept me what I am today, I am jobless and just because of you I am unable to get any one, Its better for us to stay away”

Before continuing, a small question… Did we ever thought, why the Girl is reacting like this when she too cry for her love when she is alone and why the boy has become so possesive and violent ??
Its all together the frustration being developed in their individual lives. They need each other but bound to stay a apart. Both of them have some negative qualities.
“Boy with his Anger, Girl with her Frustration” and the almighty targeted their love with their negativities for Testing.

Boy after hearing this, as usual reacted… less of violent but more of control. He said, this is not justified to blame.
Having a great past memories of 3 years were blowing as the days were passing. Boy started accepting everything from her. Cried thoughout the nights but didn’t responded.
He was not being calm but he was wearing the sheet of calmness which was controling him. The talks were almost no no between them. The boy do message her but the girl didn’t replied any of those.

One fierce day, the Girl replied… “Got the Job joining on Monday”.
Boy after reading smiled and replied… “Congrats and Be Happy Now”. It was a day among the best Happy days for both of them. But still both were speechless.
What they actually want from each other. No one can ever know.
Girl expecting a good reaction from his love received another message.
“As I am out of your life, your dreams are coming true, Good luck and be Happy and bla bla….” the girl cried and replied “You will never ever change yourself and your negativities…” and started the flames of blames again.

The boy was silent but could not control himself on a point since she has the job now, everything can be resolved but still she is blaming.
A word war with all sort of words… bad, worse, worst etc all were in… a battle of tears for both of them faught.
The Boy then declared with anger in full swing, your job is not your job. Its a gift purchased, keep it with you. The girl was stunned.
The Boy then declared your salary package, your designation, your reporting authority… everything was known to him. The girl was quiet with no earth below her feet.
The girl put the phone down, doesn’t know how to react. It was no Love, it was now a battle to give reply or does she deserve a gifted job while she cannot get one by proving herself !!!
The girl with tears called the Boy, Tell me the truth frankly, if you have realy buyed the job I will leave it right now…
The boy was confused but full of thoughts.
….Its gonna be a year now for her without a job,
….if she leaves it the frustration will grow exponetially,
….professionally the market is gonna close the hiring soon,
….this company will not allow her to appear again,
….he will loose her forever.
The Boy replied “No”,”I was telling lies, its your effort, its your job. To get you back in life i said that but dont leave the job as it is yours, only yours.”
And the chapter of love was almost closed after this incidence. The Boy cried a lot and the girl joined the Job.

Seeing all this, the almighty thought, this was actually not planned, why is this happening. The examination of love should have ended by the episode of job and they both should be happy now.
Need to look into this
The Boy started loosing his health, he became a patient of unconsciouness, low haemoglobin but he kept it with him. When the reactions of his health were seen by his friends… They asked “Whats Going On ??
He replied with a smile… I am in Love…
While driving a bike with tearfull eyes, the boy met with an accident and was taken to hospital, just a muscular strech nothing else.
A good friend visited his home after hearing the accident and forced him to get the things out of his mind. The boy explained
“No explanations required, I am a patient of love and no other disease i have, doctor says I have very low immunity of Blood Clot in my body, a single cut and the blood will flow like an unstopable tap”
The friend immediately went to the doctor and asked, What is the reason of his illnes of disimmunity ?
Doctor replied, Your dear friend gave 2 units of blood in 48 hours to a patient of kidney dilasys who require fresh blood. He did so because he was in urgent need of money.
We recommended him Not to do because of Low BP issue but he never listened and said it is to save his own life.”
The friend returned to the boy’s home where he saw a man taking some money in his pocket and boy bidding him thanks and hugs.
The friend with his anger asked “Who the man was whom you have given the money ? Can you explain me in detail, for what money is required ?”
Boy said “No explanations required from love, it is just a small amount to get a gift for my life and I am happy to present it. No matter the result is, am happy i took some amount from this person and i have returned it to him”
Friend said “Do not hide anything for the sake of ur love, tell me”
Boy explained ” Yes I got her gift by paying the amount which was out of my limitations. I had a saving collected since last six months to meet her, got some amount from the money lender on interest, the rest by selling my blood and i have no regrets to this
and I am ready to stay away as she want because if i’ll be with her, i wont accept the changes in her as she is not the one whome i loved but the sole remains the same and she is there in my dreams, I commited many mistakes in my life, gave her tears with no reasons. Its a curse on me to stay away from her
and I will stay away to let her life happily. Time will move and I will move with my dreams and if any how God feels that my curses are over I will surely get my Love back.

Time moved on, the boy onto his profession, now an all time thiest praying to god daily for an hour, no salary yet since six months now. Cannot pay the EMI of his loan, didn’t attend the calls from Bank and one day has to attend one when the bank called in office landline.
He was warned for the Police FIR and case registered for non payment of EMI’s and need to clear all the EMI’s within a week. Boy head’s down and discussed the issue with one of his Teacher, remembering his love and praying god for his love may come back and keep her hand on his hand to generate some power to face all this, but all in vain.
Days passed, Nothing can be done, Boy was just waiting for the blast from Bank and sooner the day came. Police and bank officials in office, the manager called him, not to be in office as they are in no mood of talks and will take you to cell.
Helplessly, Boy just cried, waiting for the people to come in and take him to cell as he droped all his hopes, but they didn’t appeared at his home. Next day morning the Police came in and called the Boy downstairs. They yelled like any damn cop style in the chamber of 3rd degree only didn’t used the physical haressment.
Gave the warning of next 24 hours and left. Collecting the pieces of himself the boy entered his room and saw his roomate on phone and make out that it is his Girl Friend taking the feedback what is going on with him. He could not control again.
He slapped his roomate, took the phone and shouted like hell out, what do you want now. Aren’t you happy now with your life. You are responsible for my situations, stay away and watch the music playing, in case more blood required from my body, Come and take it.
She replied I called up because the roomate messaged that you are in such a situation, but you and your anger will never change. you will not accept that I am happy with my friends, was planning to give you some time and by 3-4 months I will be back to your life, But You need money you will get it. Now dont even feel of any chances of us getting together.

Things were silent, tears blowing everywhere. What to do and what not… no one know. Boy need his life, Girl need changes in him when she has changed her way of thinking. Gift and circumstances of Boy were meaningless.
The Boy with only his moment of legs went to a temple near by and sat there. Asking the reason to god of this Examination of Life which Started from Love and now after his life, He kept on praying for his love, praying for his situations, praying for his mistakes, praying to get the evil out of his life so that he can live with his love if possible any more else, take his life now.
All mighty watching everything happening send his teacher. Boy “Go to Bank and take this amount to pay the pendings right away and clear it”
The Boy couldn’t speak anything but after 3 hours sitting in temple praying and crying, the Boy was with a different mind of acceptance and hope. He came to the temple after deciding to gave up his life but now the time has changed.
He went back to his home. Next morning paid the amount to bank and left for his Job. With a new spirit of life, keeping the heart full of tears behind went for his job after facing the crucial police drama and after yet another blast fight with his love which is now over.

The Boy enetered the office and with in 15 minutes, the manager called him, he went to speak to the manager and the manager declared… You need to get yourself relieve from your job Today. I am sorry for this decision, but company is unable to give you any salary and dont want to be responsible for your crisis.

The Boy speechless and smile with tears came out of office. Still couldn’t decide but now feeling like flowing into a wind of vibrations. Couldn’t hear anything, but still the voice of love passing by his ears. Eyes watching surroundings but can look his parents, sister and his Love calling him towards them.
His imagination power was disrupting the feeling of psychatric patient. He was more of smiling then bearing the pain and tears. It is now a usual fact of curse running right behind him. Some super natural evil which is spoiling every bit of his life but the other side god helping him to come out of it.
This Story yet requires an end and the game of almighty yet requires a completion to this love story full of Hates and Dislikes.

(Screen) Name: akki

This story is not based on fiction or fantasy, but a story of true and beautiful love. A love that was full of life and color, that was never dull or quiet. A love that was truly one of a kind. We had a a beautiful beginning and a wonderful middle sadly however we never got our happily ever after…

Aiden and I first met in our Freshmen year of High school in our English class, lets say it wasn’t exactly love at first sight. In fact we practically hated one another, we were constantly at each others throats and we were both too stubborn and hard headed to get past this strange wall of anger that had been built between us. Towards the middle of Freshmen year we had finally reached talking terms, and by the end of it we were hanging out everyday at lunch and almost every other day outside of school, but Sundays were the one day we were always together because we both attended the same church. We were constantly questioned if we were dating and all that he and I could do was laugh. We were best friends and the thought of people seeing us as more than that seemed simply ridiculous. Time went on and as Freshmen year ended and the summer began Aiden and I began to spend more and more time together and became practically inseparable. We each had our summer flings with other people but nothing serious, at the end of the day though there he and I were sitting on my patio with a drink in our hands and simply laughing and just talking about the people we met, the things we’ve done, and places we’ve been seen over the summer.
Before we knew it Sophomore year had finally began. We were finally getting out of that awkward stage of high school and moving up the food chain. Able to drive and at the age where we could finally get a part time job, well at least Aiden could considering that his birthday was a day before school started and mine wasn’t until September. On the first day of school Aiden picked me up in his shiny silver cobalt, not his car of choice but still a car. When arriving at school every one thought that we had finally started dating, much to their dismay we told them we weren’t. Time seemed to have flown by it was September and my birthday was less than 3 days away, I could practically taste the slight freedom I would soon receive. On Friday the day before my birthday halls were bustling and excited, ready for the nights football game against our biggest rivals. I had intended on going with Aiden, that was until I found a note in my locker inscribed to me. Opening it, it read “Wear something nice tonight, I have a surprise for you. I’ll pick you up at 7. -Aiden”
I was confused, what was Aiden up to? Rushing home I got ready and began to turn my clean room into a unbelievable mess with mountains of clothing. DING DONG. Aiden had arrived right when I slipped on a yellow sundress. I ran down stairs to greet him, he actually surprised me with how good he cleaned up. We walked to his car and we headed off to the city, to my surprise he took me to a nice Italian restaurant and after we had finished we headed to the beach right when the sun was setting. We walked by the water and just talked, as the sun finally set fireworks had suddenly began. It was beautiful and absolutely perfect, I couldn’t believe that Aiden came up with this, he was more romantic than I thought. As the light show ended we walked back towards his car when he suddenly stopped us for a moment.
“Autumn..” He said looking at me. I could see in his eyes that there was something wrong.
“What is it?” I asked unsure.
“There is something I need to tell you that I’ve wanted to say to you for a long time now… and it’s been killing me. So.. here it goes.” I stood there for a second and began to chuckle. “I can’t believe I’m doing this.”
“Aiden what is it?” I felt my heart begin to skip.
“Autumn… I love you. I have for a long time… I just never got the chance or rather I was way to scared to tell you. I don’t want this to change us, and I’m not looking for you to say it to. I just I can’t keep going without telling you this, cause it’ll make me sick.” He finished and simply looked at me. I didn’t know what to do or what to say.
“Aiden…” I was in shock.
“Like I said Autumn I’m not looking for you to say it back, I just want you to know.” He flashed me a smile and slowly turned around.
I stood there petrified. What was this going to do to us? Would it change everything? Of course it would, I was just too afraid to see it clearly or even think about it. I began to walk and I started to realize that this whole time somewhere inside of me I had feelings for him too, I had just repressed them. I was scared but, I guess it’s true that you do fall for your best friend. I looked up and Aiden was already by his car waiting for me, all of a sudden I was running. He saw me and began to walk my way and and in an instant I was holding and kissing him.
“I love you.” I said with a smile stretched across my face.
I could see in his eyes that he was astonished yet as happy as could be. That amazing night I will forever remember because it was the happiest day of my life, September 3rd, 2007.
Days flew by, then weeks, months, and even years. Attending Christmas and Summer vacations with our families who were more than happy that we were finally together, night outs into the city to get dinner, double dates with our best friends, and even voted prom king and queen by our friends senior year. We were in love, blissful and beautiful love. Soon enough we were sitting together at graduation looking back on some of our best memories.
The fall after we graduated we attended Virginia Tech together, still as strong a couple as we were in high school. Things were perfect, but like every perfect moment it ends. In the middle of our freshmen year of college I noticed that Aiden was loosing weight and something seemed wrong, he was becoming sick more often than usual and he was tired all the time. It was unlike him and I was beginning to worry, but every time I asked him if he was okay all he said was he’s fine or he has a bug. He was never a good liar, and he knew it because every time he told me he was “fine” his eyes became big and his face grew pale. In mid December we we’re in my dorm watching a movie while cuddled up on the couch when out of no where he let out a blood curdling cry of agony a sound that I will never forget. I called 911 and the paramedics were there within a few minutes, as they loaded him on the gurney and took him to the ambulance I was a frantic mess. I didn’t know what was going on, I was scared I would loose him but I knew that I had to stay positive.
I raced to my car and followed behind the ambulance until we reached the hospital. As they took him into the ER I stood in the waiting room impatiently waiting to hear from the doctor. Two hours later Dr. Richards came into the waiting room, I raced up to him ready for answers.
“Doctor what’s going on, is he okay?” I ask quickly.
“He’s resting right now and you can go see him if you’d like, the cancer is really taking it’s toll on his body.”
“I’m sorry did you say cancer?” I said in shock.
“Yes I did… I’m sorry did you not know?” He was confused.
“No… he never told me..” He lied to me, Aiden never told me about this, any of it.
“Autumn, he has pancreatic cancer, the cancer has spread beyond the help of chemo or radiation.”
“Wh- what does that mean? He’s going to die?”
“I’m afraid so. I’m terribly sorry.”
“How long?”
“I diagnosed him a month ago, but because the cancer is at an advanced stage I give him 5 months, 8 if he’s lucky.”
“5 months? That’s it?”
“I truly am sorry.” I stood there silent.
“Can I see him now?” I asked through tears.
“Of course.” We walk through the double doors past patients and working nurses and doctors. We had finally made it to Aiden’s room where he was resting.
“I’ll leave you two alone.” He closed the door behind him.
I stood there not moving just looking at Aiden, and when he looked back I could see in his eyes that he knew.
“Doc told you huh?” He chuckles.
“How can you be laughing?” I say astonished.
“Autumn..”
“Don’t… you knew this whole time and you… you never said anything. Not one word.” I felt the tears coming.
“I tried to tell you… but the face you have right now was exactly what I was scared of seeing if I told you.”
“So what you were just going to wait until you were dead for me to find out?!” I couldn’t hold my anger anymore.
“No! Because I wanted us to be as normal as we could! I… I don’t want things to change Autumn, I don’t want this to change us. I don’t want the rest of what ever I have left spent in a bed just waiting for me to rot and die.” His voice was beginning to crack.
I was speechless, I knew then why he didn’t say anything. He was scared just like I was, and there I stood feeling like a big bag of shit. I walked over to him and sat on the edge of the bed taking his hand.
“Aiden that’s not going to happen I promise. And I’m sorry, but you and me, we don’t have secrets, we never have. So from this moment on, no more secrets. Deal?”
He smiles. “Deal.”
I kiss him on the head.
From that moment on there were no secrets, no more hiding, no more tears, and no more sadness. From that moment on our love was brighter and stronger than ever. We spent every waking moment together just taking advantage of the time we had left. Two months passed then three and as I began to have hope things took a turn for the worst, at four months Aiden wasn’t able to walk much or stand, his health was decreasing rapidly and his body was steadily loosing its mass. It was hard for me to watch him endure this, but I wasn’t going to leave him.
I remember April 12th 2011 like it was yesterday. We were sitting in the hospital like the days earlier. He was laying in bed as I was reading him a book.
“You wanna know something?” He asked looking at me, his voice almost inaudible.
“What?”
“Sometimes I imagine that you and me are like people in a book that fall in love and have a happily ever after. I’m jealous of them though, because I won’t ever get my happily ever after with you.”
“Aiden..” I put down the book and sit on the bed. “Lets worry about the here and now okay? Besides we had a great fairy tale of our own though.”
“You made a a great princess Autumn, better than all the others.” He said making a smile as big as he could.
“And you were a terrific prince that sweeped me off my feet.” I laid next to him and he kissed the top of my head.
“I love you baby.” He whispered.
“I love you too.” And the tears began.
We fell asleep together that night and at 1:09 am on April 13th, 2011 Aiden Wyatt Montgomery passed. Some how I knew that night we spent together would be his last and in a way I guess I accepted it I certainly wasn’t okay with it however, but I knew that he was in a much better place.

It has been over a year since Aiden passed and not a day goes by that I don’t think about him or miss him. He was everything to me, my love, hope, inspiration, partner, confidant, and prince. Many people have their ideas of love and have many different experiences. Love can come and go, but the memories never fade. Love really is like a fairy tale, the prince and princess fall in love, they face a bumpy road and an adventure along the way, and they live happily ever after. Sadly that isn’t the case for me because my book keeps going even though I wanted it to end with Aiden. If I have learned anything from being with him, it’s that love is never perfect but it’s stronger than anyone could ever imagine, it just has to be put to the test. Where ever Aiden may be I will never forget him and I will always love him.

(Screen) Name: Autumn J.

She was the new girl in our section at that time. I was just an ordinary boy among other boys, who unlike me were more handsome and dashing. The only gift I received from god was my brain and that too I spoiled myself. Anyways, i was fifteen at that time and had never thought of falling on love with anyone(recently caught by 8th grade class teacher when i fell in love with a classgirl). But I don’t know how it all happened.

The bell for the start of first period was about to ring when she entered.First glimpse of her and i knew my heart had skipped a beat.I dont know if there is any connection between the heart and the eardrums because then i could hear guitars and violins play in the background(big fan of romantic bollywood movies).I checked her out from the corner of my eye.She was Dreamlike.Angelic, Gorgeous, Delicate,Delightful, Eccentric, perfect and last of all “beyond words”(though i used a lot of words).Her smile was like a sunshine.Somehow the feeling waslike life would never be the same again.

At that time, I saw her eyes(i still wonder how did i see her eyes through her spectacles) – the most beautiful eyes I could have ever seen. And, I was just lost into them for a while.Suddenly, the bell rang. I was back from those heavenly eyes, back in that hell – my class, my school.

Everything was still usual. Days went by, but nothing happened between us.
Always tried not to look upon her that way,but she was like a magnet attracting every drop of my attention.Every time i looked at her there was an automatic sheepish smile on my face.She had a lunatic charm that was quite engaging.

I couldnt sleep in the nights.Romantic songs were the new craze!!.seemed like the sad songs were written for me only.It was all melodramatic.I was dying to talk to her.

A month passed and my train was standing at the same platform haulted by the red signal of my own timidity….

Trying to find a way to talk to her,i tried out the lamest one(project work).Though our first talk was quite cold,I was just trying ways to talk to her, all the while.Gradually things picked up.Slowly we became friends and then best of friends.Sitting at the back-benches,chatting the entire day,periods came and went(never knew what was going on),playing games at the back pages of our notebooks,laughing and crying together,sharing our lunch,sharing our deepest secrets(except one),even punished together.She liked my company(i guess) and i died for her company.She could see through my face,if i was in a bad mood and i could do the same.I liked her attention and she liked helping me.With her being around i felt that life was so easy and happy.It was like i could face any challenge in this world.I lived in a world where it was just me and her. (quite melodramatic again).

Two months passed.Class-mates had started talking about us.But we were clear(not me) that we were only good friends and made it clear to everyone.Then came the school-trip to Lucknow.Of all her friends she chose to sit with me.Most of the trip we were together..and when we weren’t my eyes kept searching for her.At the end of the trip,i could see the sadness on her face.I went to her.I had an eerie feeling she wanted to say something.I asked her what the matter was .After a little hesiancy,she thanked me for my company and shaking my hands said “Friends Forever”.My heart skipped a beat.Those two words crushed my entire hopes.my heart sank like a boat with a hole.I stood there staring into those captivating brown eyes thinking to myself, will you ever know, and if so, will you ever love me the way I love you”.I turned away to hide my numb eyes and went back home..
All this made me love her even more than before. I could not sleep. I could not concentrate on my studies. Neither I liked to play games, nor I was interested in eating my meals.

Few weeks passed.All this time i had decided every day to tell her about what i felt.But our friendship stood in the way….tHough i loved her she was my Best friend and i was afraid i might lose that.I had turned quiet and she saw through it again.All of a sudden one day she asked me if i liked some girl.Hesitantly i replied “no’.But she saw through my hesistancy and kept on bugging me for the truth.To escape out i asked her if she liked some boy.She too became hesitant but then she replied “Yes”.My heart was beating at the rate of knots.I asked her the name of the boy.she replied”You know him well.He was in eight grade with you”.I was shocked. The school bell rang and she told me that tomorrow she will tell his name on one condition if i tell the name of my girl.The deal was set.

Entire day i kept thinking who was he.i kept recalling my eigth grade class mates and none of them seemed to be the one(except one) because i never saw her talking to them …i was her only gud friend from my eigth grade section.Questions kept popping up.May be its me,may be its someone else.What will i do if its someone else.. no its not possible i am the only one very close to her.Did she play a word game,may be to know my feelings first.Was she going with the same dilemma as me(No.absolutely wrong was I)…the night felt like an endless nightmare….

The morning came…there she stood right infront of me…dont know how it was decided but she spoke first,”i love ________”(it wasn’t me).My heart tore apart.Tears were about to make their way out when she asked about my girl.controlling myself i said “no one”.She didnt enquire further and left.Those 5 minutes were like hell.Throat choked,eyes soaked in tears i sat down at my desk with my world shattered into pieces..I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt to lose something you never really had. It hurts when you have someone in your heart but cannot have hem in your arms……The imaginary,unlived story had ended….
Sometimes the cards we are dealt are not always fair. However you must keep smiling & moving o

(Screen) Name: Anurag Omer

my storys about when my brother brought his girlfriend home… i am a serton age (not saying) and i am a girl… i also like girls, i am bi, and im in love with my BROTHERS GIRLFRIEND! i cant stand it… i kept it a secret for almost a year and he proposed to her and they had a secret wedding…. the whole time im wishing it was me marring her 🙁
FML

(Screen) Name: chas

June 13

(I made an account to a website that i don’t even know hw it works all i know about that is it is a dating website ^^ )

“Before i slept i was thinking that, why i made such account ?”

Next night June 14 I open again that account and when i open it after a few minutes someone chatted at me . OMG ! he’s so cute:x so i hurriedly reply at him ( him: HI! me: HELLO:) with smiley ) *blushes* just a simple HI makes me blush . hahahaha 😀


While were chatting i feel like we really know each other and thats what he feel too he said when i told him what i feel! after an hour of chattin i asked him how webcam works in this website ? then he told me that he don’t know because he is just a newbie there and just created an account yesterday (june 13) Oooh ! “DESTINY” (I’m starting to think that maybe i accidentally made an account there because its the way to meet my SOUL MATE ) and i finally met him YEY !!!

After 2 days of Chatting we finally meet *HE GAVE ME BUTTERFLIES DEEP INSIDE* He is so cute, gentleman, handsome, kind, funny, talkative everything in him is i really like and He is my dream guy also (true) but were together just a few hours 🙁

When i got home . We chatted again ^^ and decided to transfer chattin at yahoo ! he really have a good sense of humor that’s why i really really love to talk with him and he is so funny doing funny faces in webcam and dancing JAI HO ahahahha xD and that’s the reason why every second makes me fall in love with him . (now I am deeply shrink in love with him). We have lots of similarity our simcards, the way we think, likes and foods 😀 so iam so convince that he is my SOUL MATE :*

By the way i forgot to tell you at first how i call him and how he call me too . i call him NINJA BANDIT PROFESSOR SOUL MATE ^^ he call me BANDIT SOUL MATE ^^ or SM (short for soul mate)then turns to MAHALITA(me) and MAHALITO(him)
were happy now ^^ its enough for now but i will share you again gals what our love story will be LOVE YOU GALS ~tata~

(Screen) Name: banditsoulmate

“So, do you believe in love?” Someone asked me once, and I replied, “ I feel, I am here, in this world, just to teach the world, “Love” and “The ritual of love making” , the essence of true love and how to create that sensational passionate Holy Kama Sutra……………………Poonaam Uppal.

It all started with my search for true love, which began not on the snowy beautiful peaks of Himalayas, which I originally belong to, as I call myself daughter of Himalaya. However, my search as planned by Gods, for a higher purpose, due to sudden shift in spirituality towards the west had started on dry land of Las Vegas. As of now, I am not sure when did my search for true love really begin? In adulthood, the realization or the search of my true love began in year1996, on my August trips to the ‘Magic’ fashion show at Las Vegas where I was reminded of my search… Although I am not aware, but strongly feel Las Vegas does have spiritual history. The whole west coast is vibrating with a divine energy and California, is the focal point, especially the city of Los Angeles, which is truly a land of “The lost angels”; it has a blessing of many Gurus.

Today is my last day at Las Vegas, and the final day of the Fall Magic Show which has become the largest, most comprehensive men’s apparel and accessory trade show. I know I am going to miss Las Vegas and its perpetual heartbeat, which never dies down. The snapping of shuffling cards, clicking of a roulette wheel, the clatter of tossed dice, the spinning of a slot machine, and a whispered prayer for 21—this is the doxology of Las Vegas. It’s a soundtrack that will haunt me until I return to Vegas and its music.

Excitement in casino floor is at its peak at this desert oasis. There were many dealers standing at those Black Jack tables, the tall gawky dealer whose nameplate read ‘Tim Destin, Florida’, had this look of a crazed loon out of a cage. He invited Goldy and in the next few minutes, the whole group was sitting at the table. I would have joined them too, but black jack was Latin to me. I moved far away from the table and tried to admire the lavish, Caesar’s Palace Casino, with its grand roman styling, massive columns, and sparkling fountains.

Pacing is everything in this seductive twenty four-hour city, Las Vegas. The lights are brighter, the colors are bolder and the bets are larger. As a matter of fact, everything is bigger, better and more extravagant in the Neon city. It is truly a city of excesses and over indulgence, nonetheless. I was too tired to indulge right now. I wished good night to Goldy and his friends and came out of the Casino. It was late and there weren’t many people waiting for the shuttle. However, Neon city stayed alive all night through.

Las Vegas is a strange land with peculiar vibration, every time, I traveled by shuttle, I felt déjà-vu that I have been here, when someone mentioned something, I felt that something similar had been spoken before, in this very spot. There was no way I could have been to Vegas before, as I was visiting the city for the first time, I was absorbed in my thoughts, when I heard someone calling my name loudly, I turned back, but there wasn’t any one. Once again, I heard a voice followed by a loud thunder “Moh, very soon, in 1997, you will be meeting your true love” However, I saw nobody around me. By now, I had grown accustomed to Mother Goddess, Maa Durga talking to me. Yet, this voice was unusual and very loud to be ignored, and it had come with a roaring thunder sound. I was wondering of all the places in the world, why I heard this forecast in the city of Las Vegas? There were very few people waiting for the shuttle but I had this strong urge to ask one them if they heard what I had heard, if not the voice at least the thunder, by this time, the shuttle had already arrived. As I stepped into the shuttle, the voice became more powerful and louder, “Moh, you will meet your true love in 1997”.

I reached my hotel room in a daze and gulped down two bottles of cold water. This broadcasting had shaken the life out of me. I kept thinking of the voice, which had subsided by now. Was this is the way; broadcasting was done in ancient times? Who could I share this strange occurrence with? I knew people might think I had gone absolutely, totally mentally deranged and berserk, I talked to myself “Oh my God. What’s happening to me?

This is a true love story of glamorous, stylish and fiercely ambitious Indian lass Moh Lal Rai who has only one cherished desire, aspiration on her mind to become an internationally acclaimed avant-garde Fashion designer. Destiny deceives Moh’s desires landing her in a sexless marriage in USA. During her fashion show at Las Vegas she experiences violent vibration followed by a thunderous broadcasting of her future “Soon in 1997 you will meet your “true eternal lover” on this earth…
Dragooned by powerful longing to meet her ancient lover she is now a solitary traveler of an abyss of unfathomable space and time where she is sent on a roller coaster ride to a bizarre realm of gonzo occurrences , happenings, visions, premonitions , déjà vous, divine visitation and startling revelation of her past birth and she involuntarily unravels the ancient most mystical secret of the extinct art of Kama Sutra and “Tantric Sex” once taught by Lord Shiva himself but now these cryptic writings are shrouded in the misty Himalayan valley. In a cruel game plan of higher she is compelled by a powerful goddess to become a Guru, a Love Messiah and give a prophetic message that “Art of love and love making must be learnt________ Kama sutra is the holiest of scripture and sacred most religion only through Kama Sutra human could reach Nirvana in this climaxing Black Age.
Did Moh united with her ancient lover? “How can erotica be a religion?
TO KNOW THE TRUTH READ A TRUE LOVE STORY FROM THE MYSTICAL LAND OF INDIA “A GOSPEL OF KAMA SUTRA”

(Screen) Name: PAM UPPAL

Throughout my life I have been in countless stupid relationships. I have shed tears countless time. There have been many relationships that i have been cheated on. It broke my heart because I soon felt like no one would ever love me, would ever be faithful to me, would ever want to be with me. With all that going through my head im thinking there must be somethng wrong with me. But all that changed. On June 14, 2011. I started talking to the love of my life on facebook for the first time. Well at the time i didnt think he would mean this much to me, nor did I think I would be in love with someone on facebook. I dont even know how we became friends on there but like he said “fait works in mysterious ways” I ended up getting his number, and we would text every so often. I would design his photos for him but we never had that kind personal convo. We started talking more and more and we got so close. We started calling eachother bae, baby, boo and everything by December. On December 27, 2011 we married eachother on facebook to show people we were getting serious even though we weren’t dating. He told me he loved me randomly one day while we was on the phone. That made my heart melt. Despite the fact that he lives in maryland and I live in new york our love is stronger than ever. Here I am in love with some about 6 plus hours away. I wouldn’t of thought this would all happen. He restored my broken heart, he makes me feel beautiul both inside and out. We talk about future things such as living arrangements, children. We talk about everything. He made me believe in love again because i was ready to give up. We oovoo (web cam chat)with eachother all the time, we talk on th phone for at least 5 plus hours and we text everyday. Going to hopefully see him this summer. I love my baby Devonte forever and always.Some advice for everyone depressed about love, I just want to say be patient, don’t rush it, take risks, and just go for. You will find your princ charming or your prince one day. And this is my tale of my beautiul long distance relationship.

(Screen) Name: Shara18

I met this guy over a year ago at a charity walk along with his friend, and for some reason I felt drawn to talk to him and ended up spending the whole night just walking around the track talking to him. We had the same sense of humour, and even the same things in common such as the fact that we both didnt have dad’s, he has never met his, and I have a bad relationship with mine. Anyway from that sparked a friendship. We would talk on facebook for a bit now and then, and I wasn’t attracted to him first off. He was dating a girl long distance at this stage and they had been dating for a year and a half. I’d never gotten the chance to meet her, but she broke up with him in the 6 months that I knew him and he was fully devastated. He even wanted to sell his soul to the devil to get her back, and screamed and swore at God the night she broke up with him. He was really in love with her, and I felt for him. He started coming to church with me and our other friends and he gave his heart to God and it helped heal him of his pain and brought him closer to God and to living his life better. In that time I was also going through something with a guy at the time who I really liked, but knew it wouldnt work out as he didnt share my faith. I would often talk to the guy about him at the time saying how upset I was with the relationship, and he would calm me down and help me and give me hugs and we would support eachother. I ended up ending it with the guy, and in this time I got extremely close to my friend, who later became my best friend. We would do everything together, we were inseperable. We would go on road trips, hang out with our mates, go to youth group together, and basically I could really see that his heart was healing, he was getting over his ex and he was more positive now. Over easter, we went on a road trip to a music festival and we got really close over that week, he would bring me in breakfast and make dinner and hug me more and I noticed a change in myself and him. I no longer looked at him in the same way. I began falling for him.

After the trip I just knew that at any moment he was going to tell me his feelings and he did. It was under the moon on the beach that he said he really liked me and we hugged for ages and our friends were all saying how it was about time. We held hands and heat just ran up my entire body and I knew that my hand was made to hold his. The next day we started dating officially and had our first kiss. It was the most beautiful, magic moment of my life and I forgot everything and everyone around us. A year ago I would not have pictured myself with him, but now i cant picture myself without him. He means everything to me, and his been there by my side through thick and thin.He’s my best friend. Its been a month now and he continues to give me flowers, buy me stuff and shower me with hugs and kisses. We are so in love 🙂 I thank God for him everyday

(Screen) Name: Kelly