I still remember the whole scenario. I was in 2nd year of my graduation and that day was an Eid Day. We friends get together for party in Mirpur. We all were feeling pissed off for some reason and wanted to have much fun so that we can build up the party mood. I made up a plan of making calls to wrong number and disturbing the boys. We tried several numbers but didn’t get the response. Some numbers were out of reach, some were busy and some had no answers. We become disappointed and left the phone. Then after a while, we got reply from one number. I picked up the phone and the voice came was a boy. I want to give a name “M”. We felt happy and started making fun of him. But M was so rude and started shouting at me. Then we had a quarrel for no reason. We had a conversation of about 30 minutes. And the whole thing was a disaster. It went completely opposite to what we plan.
Then after few weeks, I had a call from that number and the voice came with the same boy asking for apology. M said that he was in a bad mood that day and for this reason he shouted at me. I felt embarrass then and said “It’s Okay”. I thought this is the end of our mischievous did. But it started to continue like this and took my life to great turn where I was not supposed to be. M had my number and contacted with me via SMS. Then we exchange our Face book ID and then we came across the fact that we have common friends and we both have from same college.
We continued and everything was going on right track. We became good friends and communicate almost every day. But one of my college friends (also a common friend of M) advised me that he is a play boy. At that time my perception towards him changed because the friend who told me all this is very close to M. I believed her words and decided to teach him a lesson because I hate playboys. I and my friends planned everything and were ready to deal with it. But suddenly M came to know the matters and wanted me to disclose everything. That time I didn’t know who told all this to him and I don’t want to disclose anything to him because I don’t want to stretch out my friend’s name (who told me about M). Everything messed up and M considered me as a wrong girl. That night we had quarreled again and our friendship got break-up.
After one year, when I was in fourth year of my graduation, we went for a tour to Cox’s Bazaar, in January 2013. And for some reason I remembered M and wished to know about him. I called him at 2am and we had such a good conversation then. After that we got over our misunderstandings and started a fresh. This time our friendship turned somewhere else and we decided to meet. We know each other for such long period of time but we didn’t meet yet. One day he gave me a surprise. He called me and said to go to a restaurant for some purpose but I had no Idea that I would find him there. Because that day he was so busy. We met there for the first time and had such a memorable time together. After that day we met several time and then fall in love with each other. Everything was going so nicely and I was so happy with him. We come so close to each other, we care for each other, we live for each other. But now that he discloses the matter of our intimate relationship to his family, they refuse it. And for this reason now he started to ignore me. I don’t know what is going to come next….but I am passing through a tough time indeed.

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