Iam 17 and my name is sandhya. and my love his name is ravi. iam an independent girl who loves her freedom alot. i never tought of going into a relationship. I just want to enjoy my life alot wid freking out with my friends. I really enjoyed all my 17 years. I realy dont kno what is love. i had many friends no my most of the friends are boys. but i didnt attracted to any guy. actually i had a very small impression over boys i belive dat they are useless. they know only to ruin our lives. as iam very independent iam a bit away to love. but after 17 years when i went to graduation i found a guy name ravi. he is a guy who is completly optimistic and good. he used to bear me alot. and used to answer all my quesion with lot of patience thought iam critisizing boys. I thought he hates me as i show lots of attitude. but one day he proposed me. I was tottaly shock i never thought he loves me. and the same time iam no intrusted in going into a serious relationship. but the way he proposed me and what happend to me i accepted him imediatly. I didnt even thought for a movement i just accepted his proposal. And started my new life. and i found new coulour adden in my life. before i used to oppose love now iam supporting it. for my first date i took him to golden temple sothat we have the blessing of god. and he gifted me a pair of ear rings i was tottaly cloud nine. many of my friends gifted me alot of valuable things but the gift which was given by him is not that valuable but tears rolled into my eyes i was tottaly out of the world that was the first gift by him. my life totally changed the things which i used to hate before i started liking them because my love loves them. And if any one asks me how is your boyfriend i used to replay them he is not my boyfriend he is my husband. Iam not centimental iam totally practical. but after going to ralation i became centimental. his love and care made me think of him 24 hours. slowly we went close to eachother. I started teling lies to my mom which I hate the most. iam totally in the world of ravi. but ravi started ignoring me day by day. before he used to talk 2 me al the time and refuse to leave me. used to ask me to meat all the time but know he says what is need of metng you al the time we are now in relation.he was saying that he dont had good opinion in love.In friendship we have some boundaries and to remove them we say that we r in love. know iam compltely exausted. which i belive through out my 17 yrs he made that true he just used me and know he says that i will marry you but lets be lik friends like before. my independence totally desapeared i cant even talk to a guy other than ravi but he was saying me to be as friends. if i agree with him and go to my before life he again may leave me by saying dat my charecter is not good iam talking to each and every guy. so know i beacam single alone. thinking about him and remembering his memories and njoyng them. and litrally waiting for my marriage as he promised me that he will marry me. he may be or may not be marry me I just blindly belive him and dat belief give me happiness…….
my love is not selfish but its pure and true if i really want something by heart i will get for sure and i sure i get back my ravi after four year till then i spend my life by loving him and enjoying the memories he left for me.

(Screen) Name: madhu