Keep smiling. You never know who is falling in love with it… Just because they tell you not to doesn’t mean you shouldn’t. I mean would you honestly jump off a cliff if someone told you to? Love isn’t always about finding someone you can live with.. its about finding someone you can’t live without. It’s about knowing who your one and only person is. Whether that requires suffering in silence from abuse or having a confession inside your heart knowing he/she cheated on you but your love has taken over your life so you can’t express how you feel. Love comes, love goes but whatever happens love is always in our hearts. Explaining love is like trying to smash a hard rock with a toothbrush.. impossible.
Boys break hearts, cheat and lie. Girls flirt, act like a slut and break boys hearts. The difference? Girls feel guilt, guys just hide it. Not one person on earth apart from God can ever describe what love actually is because in every ones eyes, love is something different. We could all say ‘well I been in this and that position in a relationship’.. but it ain’t going to get anyone anywhere because it’s not what Love is. Everyone has expectations of what love is, everyone has expectations of how love is portrayed, but not types of love end up in heartbreak. Young childhood loves could carry on for years, marriage and children and forever whereas others could end quicker than you blink.
You think you know someone until there true colours come out. Never give up on someone if you truly love them, but if they tell you to basically ‘go’. Then your only option has just been said to you. You must ‘go’. Being told you are no longer being loved by the other person is like getting stabbed repeatedly, then that person takes your heart out your chest, stabs it in front of you laughing and then puts it back in your chest, no hesitating or debating about it. Just doing it.

Would you really risk it? Risk your life. Suicide attempts 13. Pills taken 114. Therapist talks 100. No longer have you got the energy to put on a fake smile and tell everyone your going to be fine. No longer have you got the confidence to force a laugh when a joke is said. Thoughts that run through your head, images that pass in and out of your mind every second your alive. Sleeping turns into sleepwalking and no-sleeping nights. We all want someone there to hold, we all want to be someone to be loved. Families, friends and outcasts no longer understand how your feelings. An ashamed look in your appearance turns to hatred and no one looks at you the same. Friends turn into outcasts and nobody. Your family have given up on you and then you realise your alone, no one else, just you.You start to realise life isn’t what you planned.And you realise having the planned out life isn’t the best thing you had done in your life. And something come up in your mind THAT YOU HAVE BEEN A IDIOT for letting your life be put in the hands of someone totally untrustworthy, unhelpful, useless, a liar, a cheat, a sinful person and under the eyes of God watching; a waste of a life. Every breath you inhaled and exhaled was for that person and now is all lost. You may a swell give up now. BUT then after years and years of torture, you see the light finally. A realisation hits you like a brick. Life isn’t as crap as you once thought.
Hiding in your own home turns to being in the crowd, gain of your friends family and outcasts begin to become a major helpful bonus.

You see, not everyone loves and not everyone is being loved. If you were told to die for someone, would you? If you were told to get back with the person who destroyed every inch of your whole life, for a million pounds would you? Life-holding questions.. truth is.. if you got million pounds.. that can go easily but your lover can’t…

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