I’m fourteen years old and I fell in love with my classmate for the first time… I don’t know why but I did… My friends told me that he wasn’t that good. I know. They said he wasn’t nice but I said they were wrong… I saw everything in reverse, and told him I like him. I knew inside that he never reciprocated my love but I kept on insisting that there maybe a chance… In the end I broke my own heart. My friends told me to stop loving him and I always tell them “yeah I already forgot him… I already moved on…” it was painful because I can’t even tell how I felt… Time passed the feelings subsided… and my first love ended badly…

I was ready to love once again and I am already fifteen… but I can’t because I made a promise to myself I won’t love again until that person love me back and if someone fell for me and if he was my past I won’t go for it.. I was scared to fall again… I thought maybe if I keep everything to myself things will come my way…

I wasn’t your typical beautiful girl… I’m chubby but people keep on telling me “hey, why don’t you try reducing… we think you’re cute that way…” I want to try hard but I can’t even go on a diet… even so I was still happy with my life… I enjoy being with my friends and hanging out with them… I was happy to stay just the way I am… I love to give advice to my friends for their success in their relationships… I was considered a match maker… i know who will end up with who and i know what a guy likes and what a girl wants…

One day in December while we were eating at a fast food chain my friends asked me “Don’t you have someone you like? You can match us yet you can’t find someone good for you… we can help…”, “No Thanks. I’m fine this way…” we were interrupted when one of my friends, Jeremy said he was waiting for someone… his volleyball buddy… Mark… I know him I played with him once when I was in 6th grade… but I can’t remember much… except that I liked him before…

“Hey, Jeremy…” my thoughts were lost when he finally came in… He didn’t change… I asked myself “Can he still remember me?” I hoped not because that memory of him from my past was bad… I always bad-mouthed him saying his arrogant and full of himself… He looked at me and smiled “Hi, ******.” (It’s embarrassing to reveal myself…)I looked at him and smiled back… I looked away and started talking with my friends… He was leaving for practice and said would follow us later on…

We played in the arcade from noon till dawn… One by one each of our friends were leaving when he came it was only five of us left… Jeremy, her girlfriend Aiya, Aimee, Mark and me… It was still fun I got to know Mark more… We were going home and Mark told me he knew me… He has a brother which was my classmate… I went to their house sevral times since it was near our home…

He was older than me by two years but I didn’t care I was falling for him once again… I broke my promise to myself to be with him…yet I was scared to tell him how feel… I don’t want to break my new found friendship and I don’t want to repeat what happened in the past… I was scared once again…

I always hang out with my friends together with Mark… they always tease us for being like a couple… I felt happy inside yet I wasn’t able to tell him how I felt… I just realized I no longer have a place in his heart… I was losing him… He was growing distant…

One day, we went home early we were riding the train together he asked me… “What do you think about kate?” I just smiled and told him what I think Kate is mean and a boy machine… he just smiled at me and said goodbye… I didn’t know why he asked that but he told me before that his bestfriend Bryan was Kate’s ex… they were perfect together a playboy and a boy machine just pure luck!

The next day I realized he wasn’t looking nor talking to me anymore… He was ignoring me! It hurts to see the person you like ignoring you… weeks passed he also stopped going with us… I was feeling bad about myself… I asked myself “What did I do to recieve this?”… days went by he talks to my friends yet not to me… I was walking pass our class room when I saw him looking… I met his eyes and turned away… Rumours were spreading fast in our school… about break ups, crushes and the culutural festival… We were planning ahead… the campus was full of buzz…

At the cultural festival we planned a movie booth and I was one of the people selling tickets… I decided to try it as a way of talking, I approached him and said “Hey, care to buy one for our booth… please?” he looked at me and apologized “Sorry I have a match today maybe tommorow…” O was starting to walk away when I heard one of my friends voice “Mark! buy a ticket!come one…” I looked at his reaction and said “Yeah, sure…” I didn’t pay attention to it…

After the festival another rumour spread… “Kate used Mark to make Bryan jealous!” I was shocked and I didn’t know if it was true or not… My friend Aimee asked him “Is it true?” he avoided the question which means yes… I was at the back looking at him thinking “Do you love her that much?”…

One of my friend invited us to a networking company he wanted us to join… he was there, he was a member of the company… since there was no age limit… I thought maybe I should join since he was graduating and mayabe I can spend summer with him… I snuck out of the room wanting fresh air since I wasn’t interested at the topic of the speaker… I was about to leave the building for awhile when he walked by my side… I didn’t care… it was awkwardly silent…

minutes flew and nothing change it was getting awkward so I started a conversation… “Girl problems?” I said while taking a candy from my pocket… I passed him one and he replied while popping the candy in his mouth… “not really… I didn’t knew will go with James’s plan of the so called kiddnapping to go to a meeting…” I laughed and said “yeah I went with the plan…” he gazed at the night sky… “You like Kate do you?” he looked at me ad said once again “not really” I laughed “then you’re desperate?” I joked… “yeah since I don’t really like anyone that much…” I looked at the city light and sighed “are you cold?” I smiled and stated “nah, just thinking…” it was the truth… I was thinking yeah I shouldn’t get my hopes up… He doesn’t like me that way… I was interuppted by his question “Hey what do you think of me?” I hesitated a bit my heart was thumping madly I can’t tell him I like him I was scared… “You’re like a brother to me… but an immature and proud one…” I tried to cover up… “an immature and proud brother huh?” I stammered “o-of course! you’re older than me remember? hahaha!” another cover up… he fell silent and stared outside… “yeah, that’s it…” I was breaking I can’t keep up anymore so I lied “I’m feeling cold now so I think I should go inside first…” he nodded and continued to stare outside “If you’re having girl problems consult your little sister ‘kay?” I smiled an walked away… tears started to fall I wanted to tell him yet I chickened out once again…

A brother… who the hell am I kidding? I know it was more than that! I want to be the person who will stand by him… the normal happenings continued… he never talked to me at school and I was back to normal hanging out and became the match maker once again… It was the usual… as if that conversation never happened… I realized it was already time for graduation… he was leaving the volleyball team, the school and my life for good…

I missed my chance he graduated without even saying goodbye… he won’t reply to my text anymore I felt the distance of our friendship… my love was unrequited or should I say one sided… even though he changed school I didn’t forget about him I still love him… his brother told us Mark will visit us the next day… I was happy I was going to see him again…

The day came and he was there as promised he was with a girl… he called us one by one and stated that she was his girlfriend… It crushed me… i just smiled when he calld me and said “hey ****** this is Yui my girlfriend… Yui my so called little sister of the team ******…” I said hello and shook her hand… I lost for the second time… She was beautiful and mature… I lost bigtime… after that meeting he never came back to our school even for a single visit…

A year passed I was trying to forget about him… even though I can’t… I was recovering from the blow when I found out that it wasn’t the final blow… I was conetented to see him even once a year… but it was also taken from me… my parents finally decided to flew to spain (by the way I’m from the philippines…) after my graduation… I was never going to see him again… I was already left without chances… I was desperate to see him… his brther told me he was going to the graduation… I know that I don’t have anything to lose now… I was leaving being rejected is nothing to the pain of leaving him…

Graduation came fast… I accepted my diploma and was ready for drama when my friends came and hugged me… I was crying hard because I didn’t want leave them and also Mark… he approached me and smiled “I heard you’re leaving…” I nodded the smiled “don’t get sad when I’m not here anymore brother!” I wanted to talk to him in private and I decided to tell him… “let’s walk I want to tell you something before I leave…”

We walked together like before “you changed alot… you cut you’re hair short, you lost your old weight an you grew taller…” he said I just kept quiet… I kept on walking when he stopped… I was gathering my courage… “what’s the matter?” I faked a smile and said “nothing, let’s keep on walking!” I turned around and started to walk again he held my hand to stop me “I know you! you’re loud and you become quiet when there’s something up…” I tried to smile once again it was a success yet my tears won’t stop falling… “I-I…” he looked at me seriously and said “why? what happened?” I was lost I didn’t want to leave… I hugged him and said “I don’t want to leave! I can’t! I love you!” he just kept quiet and pat my head and said “I’m sorry…” I can’t blame him… I was too scared… I hugged him tight and said “Don’t say sorry… I knew this will happen I should have told you long ago… I was scared to lose you… I’m so sorry… I never looked at you a my brother! I’m so sorry for lying… I know that you only see e as your sister that’s why I don’t want to tell you!” everything was overflowing… the feeling that were left untouched for 3 years rose again… he just listened to me and finally “you’re wrong…” he said… “I didn’t saw you as a sister before it was you who told me to give up on you…” my eyes widened I asked myself “Does he mean he loved me before? Was I the only one who made thing worse?” He laughed and said “We both didn’t know…” I asked him “You loved me?” and he laughed once again and replied “No… It’s not that I loved you… because until now I love you…” I realized I was scared for nothing my feelings were reciprocated but I chose not to pursue him… I don’t want to hurt his girlfriend…

After knowing how he felt I had enough courage to leave the philippines… I went to spain and study medicine… I became a doctor and I went back to the philippines… I loved him, I love him, I still love him and I will always love him… The feelings that never wavered was always there… It never changed… I grew old only loving him… He married another girl and I married another man… but the feelings were worth keeping… He was my brother and I was his sister… and I love him…

It wasn’t a happy story yet it ended just great for me…

(Screen) Name: waiting girl

I am actually someone who is afraid of what people thinks about his feelings because that is very common, people criticize all that we think or do, and well my story involves all that…

I’m German Palacio a guy from Colombia and all started because my friend Juliana failed the year so we became very close and when i saw her with her group of friends i could saw a girl, a girl that was beautiful, her eyes just killed me his hair was beautiful, but nothig was more amazing that her eyes they were perfect, her name was Diana i think that with her it was the first time i actually experienced what is love at first sight, i just couldn’t believe she was beautiful.

I had a problem, i didn’t trust in myself and i was so insecure, so scared, i thought that i was ugly, i knew that if i talked to her i will like vomit or something, but i loved her, my friend Juliana told me that i had no chance with her but i already knew that because she was a year older than me, but that’s obvious. Thr o ly think i focused on everyday was looking at her and admire all the light that she gave to my heart as i passed right in front of her in recess, one day when i was in x-mas holidays i had the stupid idea of sending her a message saying her all the things that i was feeling but then i realized that was the most stupid thing i’ve ever done she told Juliana and when we returned from holidays she told me that i was very idiot because of sending her that message so i was pretty mad with myself because of 2 reasons: first, Diana woukd never pay attention to me so the message was useless, and second, i was mad because i just realized wih Juliana that the message was so stupid. 

Time passed and i was still in love with her i couldn’t sleep thinkig about her and the worst thing is that i didn’t knew anything about her because she was a year older than me so i screw it all up because i was in love with the wrong person but i couldn’t take her out of my mind.

One day Juliana told me that Diana wanted to meet me, i just couldn’t believe it i thought Diana wanted to give me chance, but that was BS, Diana wanted to meet me because Juliana told him i was a great person not as boyfriend but as friend so i was actually very disappointed, but i knew she would never give me a chance.

I tried to talk to her but it was useless because when i’m in love i’m stupid, i’m nervous so it was very sad to see that then i just couldn’t look a her.

Now we are in 2011 and i’m still in love with her, but believe or not she suddenly started to talk to me by messenger so i’m happy i know she doesn’t want anything with me but at least being her friend that for me is like flying have the chance to be by her side protecting her, i just dream of incredible endings for this story, but the real thing my friends is that i cant lie to you i’m suffering for her. And it isnt good but i just love her she gives me light to be happy everyday, her eyes are brighter than a thousand suns….

I LOVE HER, I LOVE DIANA….

(Screen) Name: Impossible Love

when lucy got anger Lucy said get out of my room were staying in honeymoon youre dont have any boyfriends i got marryed by ken and my daughter is 15 years old name strawberry shortcake,a few days later…pharyn gonna do something creating a imaginary boyfriend name Leon s Kennedy she a handsome flirting cop guy then i found my true love first kiss was said pharyn gasped my true love kiss pharyn said meed while Lucy back from honeymoon at the pharyns bedroom lucy said i hate you and i hate your sex and i hate your virgin and i hate your cooking skills and i hate your junk-food and i hate your ice cream and then lucy gives me a slap in the pharyns face and then leon said leave my girlfriend alone she mine now and get lost lucy heres your 16 year old daughter name nicky shortcake,pharyn and leon got my first kiss

the end
-by pharyn roller

(Screen) Name: pharyn roller

I was fifteen when I met Wayne. I am sixteen now we have been dating for about 10 months now. My story is one to remember because it can happen to anyone. My best friend, Ashley, called me on a Friday night asking me to go to the Fair with her, it was in town. I said I couldn’t because at the time I didn’t have the money to go. She asked me to go again and told me she would pay my way in if I would just go with her. I finally gave in because with her she is very persistant. I got ready that evening about 5:00p.m. I put on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. Then I heard my doorbell ring and grabbed my keys, locked up, and left with Ashley to the Fair. We got in, bought our arm bands for the night and went to the first ride we could see. Now you have to understand I live in a town with about 4,ooo people in it so this fair was smaller than normal fairs. Back to the story though. The Squirrel Cages was the first thing we rode. We rode about six other rides and then we were standing back at the Squirrel Cages again. That was when I saw him. I knew he had to be from somewhere else because he was not dressed like everyone else. He had a red jersey, black jeans and his hat on. He really caught my eye, I then felt my heart almost stop beating, I just knew I had to talk to him. So I talked to Ashley and then she pointed out that Matt was standing right next to him, an old friend we knew. So Ashley and I went over there and said “hi” to Matt and I asked who his friend was. Matt replied, ” Oh, that is my cousin, wayne.” I said “Ok cool you guys want to go ride the squirrel cages with us?” Matt of course insisted we did. On the way over we met up with two more of our friends: JR and Dakota. Well we explained the situation and then JR and Dakota started to argue who was going to ride with me. I started to feel a little embarrased because I wanted to ride with Wayne. I wanted to get to know him. Then something happened that I am forever grateful for. Wayne stepped forward and said “IF she would like then she will ride with me.” I of course said yes. We then got on the ride and I asked him a few questions and we went over to the slab by the fair, it looked over the fair, kinda romantic. We began to talk in a deeper passion, watching the stars, then I realized that he was scooting closer. Then right out of the blue he kissed me and my whole body began to tingle. He backed out quickley though, believing I was going to slap him, after realizing that I wasn’t going to slap him he kissed me again and my body tingled. We then talked again in a deep passionate kind of way. I gave him my number and we talked the first night but then he didn’t call me for 4 or 5 days, I began to wonder if I wasn’t just some other girl. Then you day I came in from school and my little brother told me I had got a phone call. My heart skipped a beat right then and I asked him who, he said “some guy.”
“Well what was his name?”
“Oh I don’t remember.”
“Was it Wayne by any chance?”
“Oh yeah thats what it was”
I immediately called him hoping for the best and I got it. Three nights later he asked me out. I said yes and ever since then we have been really happy. I think that teenage love is there because I am experiencing it right now. 🙂 Take my story and believe it can happen to anyone.

(Screen) Name: Mickala Ramsey

I remember the first day I layed my eyes on your beautiful golden dirty-blonde hair, your gorgeous sky blue eyes had me under a spell, it seemed. I thought I was in love. I was 12, and your were 13. A year apart wasn’t so bad. I was in 6th grade and you were in 7th. I can still see the day we met when I closed my eyes. You were walking by my house, me and my friend asked you for a hug and you let us touch your Justin Bieber like hair. I loved every second of it. That night I began to have a conversation with you on Facebook and we made plans to do a foolish thing. We sat with each other on the bus every morning and some afternoons and talked all the time. We texted for hours on end and you were my bestfriend. I loved you and I was positive of it. I thought you loved me back. That night when we were ‘uncontrollable’ you were my first kiss. And it was great. I thought we would do that many, many more times. But a week after that, we got in trouble for being idiots and done what we did. You texted me when I was in the principal’s office that we shouldn’t talk because you didn’t want to get arrested. I was heartbroken. You knew that you were everything to me, right? That you helped me and minimize the times when I’d cut myself. Now that you’re gone, I don’t know what to do. I mean, you did so much in so little time and you didn’t care what everyone thought when we hung out. You were hot, sweet, caring, and everything a girl wants a guy to be. You were perfect in my eyes. I was in love of course, my heart pounding when I see you, hoping you’d randomly walk over and tell me your sorry, hug me, and we’d be happy again. But instead, I sit in my bed all night, crying, thinking of you. Was it love, or me being gullible? I’ll never know.

(Screen) Name: AlexisxxBieber