This is my Love story, not sure if this is love or what. Pleas enjoy

I am 18 years old. I am average 3rd year IT student at the university. I had girlfriend and lots of friends to talk to and consult. I am also a musician in many orchestras around the province. Everyone around me was very friendly and helpful, they help me during my study and sometimes ask whether I come for a dinner under their dorm. My life was happy, everything was in the right way.

Till sometimes later in my life, I broke up with my girlfriend. My friends start to think that I have no time for them for example study after class or have some foods before I go home, because at that time I have many things to get it done such as concert schedule, part time job, study(my grades for midterm are in about average), family and etc, so they start to leave me by myself. Everyday when I come to my faculty, no one greeting me like before. Once I have math problem, no one bother to give me any key(I know that let someone do problem for you is not helpful) and I keep struggle and so on.

I come home and have a conversation with my ex, realised that she has new one and start to fade out and hardly ever chat to me through Skype. So yeah, everything is gone wrong. It was really really terrible and effect everything in my life.

The clearest effect that caused from that is I become so cold-blooded and so devoid. It reaches the point that when I walk pass pretty student in my faculty, I feel empty and thinking I am not worth her I am not handsome not smart like others. Some day I become hallucinogen thinking randomly why no one love me and stuff. I was so lonely and really isolated in my own room with one gaming computer. I think that there is a method to avoid the reality which is play computer game, which I did. I play computer game since 11pm till like 4am everyday. It goes worse, when i go to faculty, my friends see me like a walking dead. They didn’t say much but just told me to reduce playing game and more sleep. Finally I have depression and Insomnia.

Later on, while i was checking facebook and instagram. I saw my old friend in the instagram. Her name “Prim”, She is my friend since I was in International School and she is in high status family. Since year 9 during registration time (8.40am) I came to school like 7.20 to sleep for a while. I met her came inside the classroom with her friends, she’s so cute and lovely. Her smile is so pure and makes me fall in love. Then we start to talk, since at that time I was using msn to communicate with her, took me about 2 months to get used to each other. One day I was planned to confess her after school finish, unfortunately and obviously, my whole year friends knew that I was interesting with her. There are 2 sides, support me and anti me to go for her. Her friends might told her(My thought). It is real, then I went on normal habit of msn with her. Then she asked me “Do you really like me?” The most stupid answer I gave to her was “no”. And then we didn’t ever talk again and everyday was so awkward. Later, I finished IGCSE and left school to the university(my university minimum requirement is IGCSE) while she was doing her A-level till year 13.

First year of university(Freshy), 3 years later since year 9. I was brave enough to message to her in facebook. Good thing that she replied me. We recovered our conversation, everything was getting better and better. We became close-friend at last.

My another friend from another school (long lost friend) called me to congrats that I got the university. I introduced Prim to him. Somehow, my friend start to fall in love with her, so then I become a Matchmaker for them both. It took me about 3 months and finally they became couple. They were happy and love each other so much. As I was a matchmaker for them, I was happy too.
Another 9 months, they broke up. I was trying to convince them to come back but failed. So they separated, also they studied in the different university which was really far from each other, but both were studying Bachelor of Business Administration and Prim got education scholarship. During that time, I was really busy on study and work so I had no time to contact both of them from first year to second year of my university’s life.

On second year of my study, it had been a long time since I talked to her, so I contact her via app Line, she responded. We talked for like a month now, then she told me that she got her new boyfriend which he was her senior(Senior in her university have to take care of the first year that come from election, so those senior will give them their used text book or notes). She was in relationship with him for 3 months (which is before I contact her via Line). At that time, as I am her close friend, I congratulate her. Logically, she has her boyfriend; we talk to each other for about couple months then we fade away.

From now on, according to what I write from the beginning till now, my life was in critical and so depression. The only thing I can think is her. She is only one who can cheer my life up with her smile. I really miss her so much, I contact her. Something inside me told me that she is the one who will change my world. I talk to her for a month now; I try to flirt her like before. I sent a doll for her birthday and also I made albums of her picture to impress her. Everything is smooth, but then during Line chat, I asked her why come back to condo so late, she replied that she went to meet her “boyfriend” at the faculty. At that point, I am so empty till now. Everything in the past. I felt really aggrieved, asked myself why always be me why not me. In the past, I cheered everything for her, and now, I am really depressed of what I did in the past.

I don’t know how I am going to stay in this world though. I want to be everything for her although I am not in a high status people. I am scared that whether my life and status worth her or not. Every time we talk to each other, she always cheers me up when I am down. I really love her but it would be impossible to be with each other. Is this one sided love?? Nowadays, my life still haunted by my past life of her and I. What I did and have done.

Thank you for reading my story and sorry for the grammar, I am not 1st language English.

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I used to think one day I’d tell the story of us – how we used to dance until the melancholic song and the shimmering lights faded. I do remember how we came to that place. It is a huge place where billions of people gather around to find the right partner to dance with. It is a place where the body sways with every beat, and feet move with every count. It is where eyes glisten with the flicker of the lights, and hands entwined with every sparkle of crystal chandeliers. You cannot hear the ticking of the clock because time wouldn’t matter. Everyone got invitations. The desired end is to find the right one who can jive with your every move, with the kind of dance you chose. I’ve been there for so many times, I cannot even count the moment I tripped and fell, but so what? I don’t really care. Until I found you, and from then on, I knew that going to that place was never a wrong decision.

I walked into the huge crowd, ‘til my eyes met yours. And as soon as I knew, I found myself walking towards you.

I never thought it was a coincidence meeting you. It was destined. I remember the day when I first saw you. It was a windy afternoon, a perfect timing to blend with my boring day on my grandfather’s house in Cavite. I was new in the place and just had a vacation after the tedious days I had at school. I thought that the place would be a perfect getaway from everything that reminds me of assignments, projects, exams, lectures and recitations. Well, yes, I freed myself from the tiring work, but the longer I stay in the house the more I find it to be dull. And so to escape boredom, I decided to go outside. I peek first and saw children roaming, running and playing. I wonder how they got that kind of energy after all the gentle sway of the cool wind that suggests people to stay in their house and sleep. And so I thought that maybe there’s something different that the wind brought to little kids. I stepped outside, got a chair, and sat. Nothing changes, until I saw you catching a glimpse of me from your house’s window. I looked at you, and as soon as you found out, you immediately looked away. And it planted a simple smile on my face. Yeah, it’s true. The cool, windy afternoon changed my mood, and my life as a whole.

And now, here we are, facing each other. The very first thing I notice is your eyes. Your staring eyes that soon became mine.

It was a rainy day of May – so ironic as to what I usually expected for the month. We were in a coffee shop. I noticed people talking – a group of girls laughing that one of them hit another maybe because of the immeasurable joy she felt with what they are talking, a guy having a conversation with a girl that eventually made the girl smile, another guy and girl busy typing something on their phones, a girl sipping through her coffee while looking at her watch. Everyone was busy looking for a reason to smile, some were waiting for their own happiness and others have already found happiness through the company they’re with. I looked at you, you seem nervous. You never said a thing. And so I broke the silence. I said “yes”. After hearing that, your eyes widen, and I was shocked when you hit the table, and shouted. “Yes!”

At first we feel uneasy to move. But we break the silence. You start moving, and I respond accordingly. The sweet, quixotic music begins to play. The lights find their way to shine upon us.

I remember experiencing the dilemma that most female teenagers encounter: the dilemma of how to tell people around you that you already have a boyfriend. I already have the feeling that it wouldn’t be easy to say to my family. I have been raised in a protective and conservative nature, but I know lying would not make things right. So I gather my strength, take a deep breath, call my mother who is working abroad that time and asked, “Ma, okay lang ba kung magka boyfriend na ako?” Surprisingly, she never got angry with what she heard. What’s even more surprising is that she allowed me, but reminded me to never focus too much with it, I am too young, I must finish my studies first – yes, the usual motherly advice a girl will hear from her mother. From that moment, my relatives knew about you. You also told your family about us, and they got no problem with that too. And so we became officially together.

They say that hips do a lot of work for a dance. And so we learn to sway along with the seductive rhythm of the music.

I remember the times we talk about our family. I am the only daughter from a broken family. You are the youngest among your five siblings. You always wonder how I manage to continue without the physical presence of my parents. I always answer, “kung magrerebelde ako, wala akong mapapala, hindi pa rin naman sila magbabalikan.” I told you I was the only hope of my mother. She is always looking forward for a brighter future ahead of me, and that someday I will help our family. You also said the same thing. You are the last hope of your oldest sister. I recall your mother saying that you really wanted to finish college and after that find a job. We knew it is heart-breaking for the ones who wish the best for us if we fail them. And with that, we always say to strive hard and just keep going.

We continue moving. It is a slow-quick-quick motion. So slow it sends a tingling signal to my nerve, so quick it makes my body shivers, as quick as it left us panting after every step.

Slow. What I can only recall is the way you wrap your arms around me on a rainy evening. The warmth I always long everytime the cool wind and teardrops of rain from the roof teases me. I’d rather have your arms enveloped on my body than a thick, lame jacket I am wearing. I’d rather have your body close than a blanket covering mine. Quick. A comforting feeling seeing someone smiling when you wake up. A soothing feeling when someone runs his fingers through your hair. A gratifying moment hearing someone saying “Good morning, beautiful.” Quick. How sweet it is to be able to know that there is someone who sees imperfection and yet considers her flawless.

As a leading partner, you have to maintain confidence throughout the dance, but there will always be a time where you will commit a wrong move. And as a following partner, I have to respond appropriately to correct your mistakes and get you back on track.

I hate you for making me hate you. I hate you for being late for the very first time. I hate you for being snob when you get things the wrong way. I hate you for being too jealous. I hate you everytime you say “bahala ka.” I hate you for not listening when I try to explain. I hate you for being mad on non sense things. I hate it when you do not know how to swallow your pride. I hate it when we fight over the phone. I hate it when you ignore me. I hate you for making me cry over the night. I hate it when you say sorry. I hate you for making me calm. I hate you for every hurt you caused me. But what I hate the most is staying with you. I hate it when I think your love is the only place I can only return to.

I made a wrong move. I thought it is natural to commit mistakes. I thought you will correct my fault. But you don’t. You let me tumble down. How could you? I fell, the music stop; the lights stop moving and provide a spot on me.

The only moment I recall is admitting my mistakes. I should’ve asked permission that night to go to a friend’s party and have fun. I shouldn’t have talked with my guy friend about how I am proud of having you as my boyfriend. You never believed me because the picture gave you a wrong message. You won’t listen. You never listened anyway. I tried to say sorry even if I have nothing to be sorry for. It’s my first time admitting something I did not really do just for the sake of calming you down. But it did not work; it will never work for you. How could you? How could you be so heartless?

I think falling down is enough to feel the hurt, but then I realize that what hurts most is seeing someone leaving. And I do everything to stop you from leaving. But you won’t; you won’t stay. The melancholic music starts playing. The lights start moving very slow as if looking for the guy I danced with.

It was a cold evening. I stay at the terrace of my room. I attempt to make things right for us again. I called you. I do not know if I am crazy and stupid for doing that move. The only thing I knew is I wanted you back. It hurts when I knew you care less of me. It hurts when your voice makes me feel like you don’t have the intention to fix things. I tried to cover the pain. But eyes won’t lie. It let out a teardrop. One at a time, and so they go flowing. I tried to cover the sound of sadness by my hands, but the strong wind blew and stopped them. I loss control and every tear is breath taking. But you never feel the same. I asked you if you love me but you said “Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko na alam.” Yes, you never feel the same.

Slowly, I attempt to stand up. But my legs are weak. And the moment I fall on the floor once more, someone offered his hand for help. It is the same hands that used to fill the spaces between mine. It is you, you come back for me.

We talked in a room. You let me explain. I don’t know if you’re listening, but I don’t care, I want to make myself clear. Again, I experienced another first. It is the first time I expressed myself truly for someone. I was not too expressive to people, there are many times when silence shows my sadness, and tears reveal how I am hurt. But you changed me. We were alone in the same room where we used to share memories. I ended up my explanation. The only thing I remember with what you said is, “…siguro pinakilala ako sa’yo ng tadhana para bigyan ka ng lesson. Pero kung tayo, tayo talaga.” And again, my sadness is replaced by silence. But I never thought silence could kill until I heard those words from you. And the hurt is substituted by tears. But I never thought tears could also kill until I saw you walked away.

You help me get up. I thought you are ready to continue and make a move. I am about to follow, but your movement is so strange. As soon as I found out, you let go of my hand, and take a step back. You leave again. Why? Why is that so?

From that moment, I realized, maybe you are right. I met you by destiny. Yes, maybe destiny used you to give me a lesson. It is painful to let go of the person you love the most. But it hurts more if that person is also the one who is giving you the reason to give up.

It is a joyous feeling to love someone.

It is fun to dance with someone.

But if the pain weighs more than love, would you still say that loving makes you happy?

But if you tripped and fell many times than gracefully swaying with the music, would you still say that dancing is fun?

I recall myself seeing you after the break up. I came back to the same place where we first met. I came to attend our friend’s birthday party. They still tease us and ask the reason why our relationship did not work. It’s just funny because laughing is the only thing we can answer to their question. I never know the exact reason why, if you know can you tell me now? The night deepens when you start talking with me. You ask few questions. The more you keep on talking with me the more they try to tease us. You sat beside me. I don’t know how to react. I never reacted. Maybe because I like talking with you too. I again saw the same eyes of yours. The same eyes that used to be mine. The same eyes that used to capture me.

I get up and held myself high; I stand up and take a deep breath. I planted a simple smile on my face. I walk across the place. And see you. You walk towards me, smiling. And the first thing I notice is the same eyes of yours.

Before something happens, I let go of the illusion. I smiled at you. I remember what you said the last time you left me, “kung tayo, tayo talaga.”

I smiled at you. You start offering your hand to me again, asking for another dance. But I realize something. My shoes are already worn out. And my feet are aching. I cannot bear to take another dance again.

So before I feel the same thing again, I bid good bye to you, and to our friends. I stand up, and look at you. The only thing I knew is I am doing the right thing. I start walking away.

So before I feel the urge to dance again, I bid good bye to you, and walk out. From then on, I never go back to that place. I thought the melancholic song and the shimmering lights faded, but they don’t. I can still hear the music, that same melancholic music; I can still see the lights, the same shimmering lights from afar, as if inviting me to dance again. But I want to stop first, so the next time we see each other, I’ll be ready.

Ready to see the same eyes that captured me, hold the same hands that filled mine, feel the arms that used to comfort me, hear the same voice that greets me in the morning, and see the same person who saw me as an imperfection yet consider me flawless.

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Well it all started at my freshman year winter formal. At the time I had a boyfriend but our relationship was going down the drain so anyway we were dancing and having a good time but then he told me that he had to step outside for a minute and I was left alone and as soon as he left a slow song happen to play. And I saw my friends with their dates and the rest of the school and I panicked because I had no one to dance with and as I was about to leave the dance floor I felt someone tapped my shoulder twice and when I turned around I see this black haired, light skin, tall, boy ive never seen at school before and when I looked into his beautiful blue eyes I absolutely fell in love everything felt so perfect and I honestly I never felt that feeling even with my boyfriend at the time. He softly whispered in my ear “can I dance this song with you?” And of course I didn’t refuse so we danced and he whispered in my ear again and asked my name and he said my name was beautiful and that i was too and I asked for his and I thought it was pretty unique. So my date had not return and I was starting to worry so In the middle of our slow dance I had to confess and say I came here with my boyfriend and I did and he seemed upset and he said well “it was a nice dance” then he said goodbye. The next day I couldn’t stop thinking about him. I told my friends about Him and asked if they knew him but they never heard of him. I didn’t see him since the dance so I just I forgot about him and told myself you’ll never see him again … Then sophomore year came. I was ready and happy to start the new year then I went to my classes and it was my last period which was math and of course I was always late and I saw a couple of people there then the last person who walked in was HIM! I couldn’t believe it. But I don’t think he recognized me because I changed a lot since my freshman year and one day we had to partner up in class and my teacher had chosen us and he sat next to me and he kept poking my leg and kept smiling at me and Saying my legs were soft. I just smiled back then we started talking. And after class he ran up behind me and grabbed my hat and ran off with it then he came back and returned it and we started talking about our lives and how he plays guitar and I just fell in love even more. So later on that year we hung out a lot and ditched classes together and just go behind the school and talk. I founf out we shared the same passion for music. I love listneing to oldies and he does too. We just connected so much. He asked me to go to the movies with him. Then a couple days later he asked me to prom then a month later, last day before we went on spring break we shared our first kiss together and all I felt was butterfly’s and It was just perfect. Another month passes by, he asked me to be his girlfriend. So it was the end of the year and we were together for three months at this point and I found out I was going to spend my junior year at a continuation school called Montecito due to my bad grades. We were both scared because we thought we wouldn’t see eachother often and were known as the “clingiest couple” at school. It’s pretty funny I guess. A fee weeks past and j got a phone call from him and said “babe I’m going to that school with you!” I was shocked and I said “no you can’t spend your senior year at Montecito!” And he said “I don’t care all I want is to spend it with you” for three days I tried convincing him not to but he didn’t listen. So I spent my whole junior year with him. We did everythig together. When we were together for 7 months we said “I love you” then when we were together for 9 months we both lost our virginities together. He was 17 and I was 16. His birthday was two weeks away so I have him a early birthday present. Well during my junior year we went through a lot of battles together but we seemed to fix things, move on and love eachother. I messed up a lot and he did too. But we forgave eachother and kept loving eachother no matter what. We were too much in love to lose eachother. Well we we recently broke up. We were together for a 1 year and 3 months. A lot of stuff happened and it just wasnt working out. We talked recently about our break up and we are good. We’re mutual. And we still love eachother very much but right now were good as just staying friends and it honestly brings me great joy that we are in good terms instead of holding grudges and not talking. So that’s my first teenage love…

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(Heart Touching Love Story Please Read It With Deep Attention)
-:Armaan>Sohana love story:-
Mera naam hai Armaan. Main Kolkata ka rehne wala hu. Aur mera gf ka naam hai Sohana uski ghar mere ghar se 700km duri par hai.
Main ye story share karna nehi chahta tha lekin main aapna man halka karna chahta hu isiliye share karraha hu aur aisa v ho sakta hai k is story ko padhne k baad mere kuchh dost log sudhar jaye.
Main Hostel me rehta tha. Mere class k final exam k baad main mere ek dost k waha ghumne gaya tha Siliguri.
Kuch din baad waha se uske ek uncle k ghar gaye hum dono. Uncle k ghar me sab bahoot khus the. Wo sab baith k baat kar rahe the aur main dusre room main tha tabhi ek larka aaya aur mujhse baat karne laga fir kuchh hi minute main hum achchhe friend ban gaye fir usne kaha mere ghar chalo pass me hi hai, maine kaha nehi baad me jaunga lekin usne zabardasti ki aur maine kaha thil hai chalo.
Jab maine uske ghar me enter hua tab mera to hosh ur gaya maine dekha k ek bahoot khubsurat ladki hat me kuch lekar aapni bed me baithi hui hai.
Waha kuchh der rehkar me chala aya.
Agle din wo uncle k ghar me aayi, mera dost uncle ki ladki aur Sohana ek room pe baat kar raha tha aur pass k ek room main me tha tabhi mujhe unlogone bulaya hum jana nehi chahte the lekin un logone zabardasti ki fir main gaya.
Hum sab baith k baat kar rahe the tabhi maine pehli baar Sohana se baat ki.
Agle din main mera dost Suhana aur uncle ka chhota ladka waha k ek naadi me ghumne gaye waha hum kafi der tak baat karte rahe tabhi usne kaha ki uski koi boyfrnd nehi hai.
Fir hum waha se chale aaye.
Sam ko wo uncle ki ghar me aayi aur sab baith k gossip kar rahe the
Tb mere frnd ne usse mob no. Liya.
Hum log Waha 3 din rehkar waha se Gangtok ghumne k liye gaye mera dost usse baat karta tha lekin main baat nehi karta tha.
Fir kuchh din baad main wapas Kolkata chale aaya jab main train pe tha tb Suhana se mera msg talking hua tha tb maine use kaha tha k main sayed tumse contact nehi rakh paunga fir usne mujhe ek msg kiya tha jisse mujhe malum hua ke wo mere liye royi hai.
Tb se hum har roz baat karte the kuch mahine k baad hum dono bestfriend ban gaye.
Fir kuch mahine k baad uski ek frnd ne mujhe kaha k sohana tumhe pyar karti hai. Main kaha tumhe kaise pata? usne kaha k wo har waqt tumhare bare me hi baat jo karti rehti hai. Uske baad Sohana ne mujhe message talking me ILU&IMU likh kar msg kiya, maine socha frndshp k khatir aisa likhkhi hogi.
Fir maine ek din use ek msg kiya k Sohana agar main tumhari Life partner ban jau to kaisa hoga usne reply kiya k mere aisa naseeb nehi hai.
Tb maine samajh liye k wo mujh se pyar karti hai or like karti hai. Esi topic me baat karte karte hum dono me pyar ho gaya bina I Love You bol kar. hum dono bahoot khus the kyun ki hum dono ka hi ye pehla pyar hai.
Uski waha ek ladka hai jo use 6 saal se pyar karta hai uska naam hai Rabbu aur ye ladka ek sharabi hai. Rabbu ne Sohana ko bahoot bar propose kiya tha lekin sohana ne kbhi use ha nehi kahi.
Dekhte dekhte hamara pyar ek saal ho gaya ek din hum dono me ek baat ko lekar jhagra ho gaya aur 18 days hum dono me baat nehi hua, fir kabhi kabhi baat hota tha wo lv u kehta tha main v kehta tha lekin jayada baat nehi hota tha fir ek din Eid k baad usne mere behen ko cl karke boli k aapki bhaiya kya mujhe vul sakta hai behen ne socha k wo majak kar rahi hai. Maine behen ko kaha k use kehna k wo mujhe cl kare,
2 din baad usne mujhe cl kiya aur maine cl back kiya, usne mujhe boli k Armaan tum mujhe bhul jao, maine kaha kyun? usne kahi k Main Rabbu (wo sharabi ladka) se pyar karta hu. Maine kaha tum aisa nehi kar sakti ho mujhse. Tum koi majburi aakar aisa to nehi kar rahi ho na? usne boli nehi aur kaha k Main rabbu ko bahoot dino se bahot sataya bahoot dukh diya main use aur dukh dena nehi chahti. Maine kaha mera kiya hoga main tumhare siba marjaunga jaan plz tum aisa mat karo. Tb maine bht roya lekin usne kaha k main use chhor k aur dukh dena nehi chahti.
Maine kaha thik hai main tum dono ki jindagi se bahoot dur chala jaunga aur tumhe kabhi dstrb nehi karunga fir phn kat diya humne.
Sari raat main so na saka sirf rota raha ghar wale sab kuch samajh jayenge soch kar main Hostel me chala aaya.
7din maine thik se kuch v nehi khaya har waqt rota rehta tha.
8din k baad usne mujhe ms cl kiya main rehna saka use cl kiya usse baat karte karte main bahoot ro raha tha wo v ro rahi thi maine kaha main sach me mar jaunga mujhe jhor k mat jao. usne kaha main kiya karu mujhe kuch samajh me nehi aaraha hai fir kaha k main v tumhe chor k ji nehi paungi.
Tab Sohana ne Rabbu ko sab kuchh bata diya. K main Armaan se hi pyar karti hu aur main tum mar jaoge soch kar tumhare zindagi bachane k liye tumhare sath sirf jhuta pyar ka natak kiya the.
Sohana abhi kolkata me Doctor padhne aayi hai. Ekdin usne mujhe kaha k Wo ghar jayegi maine kaha Rabbu se bach k rehna. Usne kaha thik hai. Aur mujhe information dete rehna wo kiya kiya karta hai tumhare sath.
Wo ghar me ja kar boli k wo mujhe bahoot dstrb kar raha hai maine kaha tm apni ammi aur abbu k bata do usne kaha agar maine uske bare me ghar me sab kuchh bata diya to wo hum dono k bare me sab kuch bata dega aur meri padhayi band ho jayegi. Fir kuchh din k baad wo kolkata chali aayi. 10 mahina hogaya Sohana ko dekhe bina ek din Hum dono Saltlake Nalbon park me ghumne gaye pehli baar. Main bahoot hi khus tha aur wo v. Waha maine use kaha k jaldi aapna sim change karo usne kaha tm mujhe koi naya sim do. Maine kaha thik hai.
Ekdin maine use naya sim lake diya Fir usne no. Change kiya lekin wo larka Rabbu uske ghar se uski naya no. Pata kar liya.
Fir sohana ne uski cl reject me kar diya.
Fir hum dono ek ho gaye main jab Sohana ko us ladke k bare me puch ta tha to wo kehti thi k usne majburi me aakar usse pyar ka natak kiya tha.
Maine kaha usne tumhe kavi touch nehi kiya? usne boli k sirf ekbar usne mera hath pakra tha.
Fir ek saal gujar gaya.
Uske paas 2 sim tha maine ek sim usse le liya.
Wo sim main On karke rakhta tha ekdin maine dekha Rabbu cl kar raha hai maine rcv nehi kiya. Tb maine sohana se pucha k rabbu ye no. Kaise janta hai? usne kaha k ekdin maine us no. Se ghar me cl kiya tha ghar se hi no. Liya usne.
Sohana k ghar k har kam me us ladke ki zarurat hota hai isiliye wo har waqt sohana k ghar me aata hai.
Mujhe lagta tha k Sohana mar jayegi lekin wo mujhe kavi jhut nehi kahegi.
Ek din mujhe pata chala k usne mujhe 2 mahina pehle ek jhut kahi thi. Jab maine use kaha tb usne phn kat diya tab mere aankho me aansu aagaya tha fir maine cl kiya aur kaha mera jaan, jise me sabse jayada pyar karta hu wo mujhe kabhi jhut nehi keh sakti. Tumne mujhse jhut kyun kaha Sohana? tb usne mujhse mafi manga fir boli k mujhe pata nehi tha mere ek jhut pe tumhe itna dukh milega.
Phir maine use maaf kar diya.
Hum dono kolkata park me hamesa milte the Victoria aur Millinium park me jayada milte the. uski jo sim mere pass tha us sim me rabbu hamesa cl aur msg karta tha wo samajh ta tha k ye sim sohana ki frnd ka hai.
Maine v msg karna shura kar diya jab wo cl karta tha to main rcv karta tha lekin baat nehi karta tha aur wo mujhe uski frnd samajh k sab kuch bolta rehta tha.
Ekdin usne aisi ek baat kahi jise shun kar mera dimag ghum gaya aur ankho me aansu aagaya.
Rabbu ne mujhe kaha tha k sohana aur wo jab ek dusre se pyar karta tha tab undono ne bahoot bar lip kiss kiya hai aur uski har jagah me rabbu ne touch kiya hai.
Jab Sohana k ghar me koi rehta nehi tha tb wo use bulata tha aur… Sorry ye mein likh nehi sakta..
Rabbu ne mujhe uski frnd samajh k sab kuchh bata diya. Tab maine ye socha k sohana aisa kaise kar sakti hai un dono ka to sirf 2 mahina ka pyar tha aur sabse badhi baat ye hai k, sohana ne to majburi me aakar Rabbu jindagi bachane k liye jhuta pyar kiya tha. Fir wo aisa kaise kar sakti hai ye sb soch k mein bahoot ro raha tha aur dil me ek azeeb sa dard mehsus kar raha tha. 1 din baad maine sohana se puchha k usne mujhe sab kuch kyun chhupaya?usne kaha ye sach nehi hai usne tumhe jhut kaha hai. Maine kaha natak mat karo sab kuch sach sach batao fir maine use pesar kiya aur wo boli k ye sab sach hai. Maine kaha aab sab kuch batao jab tum dono me relation tha to tumne kiya kiya gul khilaya tha uske sath? to usne mujhe aisa kuch kaha jo rabbu ne mujhe nehi kaha tha.
Sach me yaar main jise itna izzat karta hu jise main itna pyar karta hu wo itna besaram hoga me ye soch v nehi sakta tha.
Fir maine use kaha tumne aisa kyun kiya jaan? Tab wo rone lagi aur mujhse maafi mangne lagi maine kaha tumne mujhe bahoot dukh diya main tumhe maaf nei kar sakta fir usne kaha k main mar jaunga plz mujhe maaf kardo. Maine kaha thik hai main maaf kar sakta hu ek sart pe usne kaha k main sab kuch manne k liye taiyar hu. Maine use kuch sart diya jaise k mujhe kabhi jhut nehi bologi, rabbu k msg nehi padhogi aur usse kabhi baat nehi karogi.Usne kaha main tumse wada karti hu k aisa hi hoga main tumhe kabhi v koi sikayet ka mouka nehi dungi.
Fir kuch mahina nikal gaya aur mujhe pata chala k wo rabbu k har msg padhta hai aur usse ek do baar baat v kiya hai fir maine use ultasidha kaha fir usne aapni galti k liye maafi mangi maine phir se maaf kar diya.
Kuch din baad fir uski kuch jhut pakri gayi usne maafi mangi maine phir maaf kiya. Yaar main isliye use har waqt maaf karta tha kyunki main use bepanah mohabbat karta hu aur main uske siva jee nehi paunga. Aur maine uske bare me aapni ghar me keh diya tha aur mere gharwale v razi tha.
Lekin pata nehi kyun wo mere sath waisa kyun karti thi!
Mujhe kavi kavi aisa lagta tha k main Rabbu aur Sohana k bich me aagaya hu aur aisa lagta tha k sohana v sayed rabbu se abhi v pyar karti hai agar aisa nehi hota to wo use har waqt hamare relation me kyun lekar aati hai.
Maine use kaha tha lagta hai ekdin Rabbu k wajahse hi tum mujhe kho dogi usne kaha tha k aisa kabhi nehi hoga.
Kuch din baad usne fir kuch galti ki lekin maine isbar kuch kaha nehi fir se galti ki maine kiya kya usse thik tarah se baat karna chhor diya aisa kuch din kiya fir 2din 3din baad baat karta tha aisa 3 mahina kiya taki use aapni galti ka ehsas ho jaye. Usne mere sab dosto aur mera adviser( mera senior abhi nokri karta hai)
ko cl karta tha aur wo sab mujhe cl karke sohana se baat karne k liye kehta tha lekin main un sabko uski bare me kuch keh nehi pata tha.
Ekdin mere adviser ne mujhe bahoot samjhaya maine v socha k wo hi to mera jindegi hai aur maaf karna to admi ki sabse badhi aakhlak hai.
To maine use fir se maaf kar diya. Fir hum thik se baat karne lage.
Usne boli k me ghar jaungi tumse milne ki bahoot man kar raha hai kya tum ek din mulakat kar sakte ho? tab main bimar tha maine kaha thik hai karunga.
Main 2din baad mulakat karne gaya hum dono bahoot khush the usne mujhe kaha k mujhe jhor jane ki baat kabhi na karna maine kaha kabhi nehi karunga sirf koi badhi galti kabhi mat karna usne kaha kabhi nehi karungi.
maine kaha Rabbu ne tumhe 3 mahine se ek v msg or cl nehi kya? usne kaha nehi. Mujhe azeeb sa laga lekin pata nehi kyun maine uski baat par yakin karliya.
Usne mujhe kaha k maine ek galti ki hai maine bola kiya usne kaha pehle kaho k naraz nehi hoge mujhse? maine kaha thik hai batao. usne kaha k maine rabbu se baat ki hai exam k result k bare me sirf 1ya 2din hi baat kiye the. Maine use kuch nehi kaha ye soch k ki usne mujhe sach to kaha.Tab maine dekha k Rabbu cl kar raha hai maine cl ko cut diya maine use kaha cl reject main kyun nehi hai? usne kaha k cl to rjct me hi tha tumne hi normal kar diya. Maine socha ho v sakta hai, tabhi Rabbu ek msg kiya jisse mujhe pata chal gaya k har roz ye dono baat karta hai tab maine kaha sohana tumne phir se mujhe jhut kaha!
Usne kaha mujhe maaf kar do main aur kabhi usse baat nehi karungi. Tab maine kaha kya tum usse nafrat karti ho usne kaha ha bahoot jayada fir usne kasam khayi aur mere shar pe hat rakh k boli k main use bahoot jayada nafrat karti hu aur main usse aur kabhi baat nehi karungi.
Maine use kaha aur kitna jhut bologi isse pehle do baar mere shar pe hat rakkhe tumne jhut kahi thi agar tum mujhe sach much pyar karti kiya tum aisa kar pati.
Phir hum waha se chale aaye.
Mujhe kuch v achcha nehi lag raha tha sirf ye soch raha tha k Sohana kyun bar bar mere sath aisa kar rahi hai kyun wo Rabbu ko har waqt hum dono k bich me lekar aati hai? Kyun?
Mujhe direct rabbu se kuch kuch information mil jata tha jab wo mujhe sohana k frnd samajh k cl karta tha.
2din baad mujhe pata chala k sohana ne rabbu se phir baat ki ye information mujhe Rabbu se hi mila. Mere adviser ne mujhe bahoot samjhaya aur maaf karne ko kaha maine kaha kitni baar maaf karu main usko. Fir Maine socha k thik hai main cl karunga kyun ki mujhe pata tha k main uske siwa jee nehi paunga aur sayed wo v.
Fir 4 din baad maine use cl kiya tb usne bahoot buri tarah se baat ki mujhse Aur cl cut diya.
Fir maine cl kiya aur pucha k rabbu se tumne last baat kab ki hai usne kaha” Aaj “.
Tab maine kaha k sach me main tum dono k bich me ek diwar banke khara hu aaj se main tum dono k bich nehi rahunga.
Kuch din baad usne mere frnds ko aur mere adviser ko cl kiya aur kaha k wo mere liye sari jindegi wait karegi aur mere ilawa kisise shadi nehi karegi. Aisa hi 1mahina gujar gaya. Tab mera v man kharab tha main soch raha tha k usse baat karu lekin ekdin Rabbu ne us no. Pe cl kiya aur kaha k mujhe pata hai tum Armaan ho mujhe Sohana ne sab kuch bata diya hai phir usne kaha k wo sohana se har roz baat karta hai aur kaha k sohana use hi pyar karti hai dilse lekin muh se manta nehi.
Aur v bahoot kuchh bataya Rabbu ne mujhe jo kuchh sohana ne use bataya. Aur mujhe kaha k sirf aur 2-3 mahina tum usse contact bandh kardo dekhna wo tumhe bhul jayegi aur phir se mere paas chali aayegi aur mera ho jayegi.
Maine uski baat par yakin nehi kiya kyun k mujhe malum tha k main Sohana se jitna pyar karta hu wo mujhse usse kayi jayada pyar karti hai aur wo mere ilawa jee nehi payegi.
Rabbu mujhe phn par sab kuchh bolne k baad Tab me soch raha tha k sohana ne mere shar pe hat rakkhar kasam khayi thi fir v baat kar rahi hai aur daily!!!
Us din Rabbu ne mujhe bahoot kharab kharab gali dekar ye kasam diya tha k aaj maine tumhe jo kuchh bataya hai ise kavi Sohana ko kehna nehi tujhe tera baap ki kasam tera maa ki kasam agar tune aaj ki koi v baat Sohana ko keh diya to tu ek baap ki aulaad nehi aur v bahoot kuchh bola tha usne.
Fir kuch din guzar gaya 2mahina ho gaya main use bahoot miss kar raha tha. Ek din maine aapni ek dost ko kaha k Sohana ko ek baar cl karona. To usne cl kya aur jab mere dost ne mere bare me puchha to Sohana ne kaha k wo jinda hai ya mar gaya hai mujhe ye v nehi malum aur mujhse uske baare me kabhi baat maat karna.
Tab main ye soch raha tha k Sohana mere naam k baad marna lafz bolna v pasand nehi karti thi aur aaj wo keh rahi hai k Armaan Zinda hai ya Mar gaya hai ye v mujhe nehi malum! Tab mera hal aur v kharab ho gaya.
Fir kuchh din k baad maine mera aur ek dost ko kaha k Sohana ko ekbar cl karo,
Usne cl kiya, jab mere dost ne mere bare me puchha tab usne kaha k main use aur pyar nehi karti hu. Maine use puri tarah se bhula diya hai. Agar wo wapas aana v chahe to me use accept nehi kar sakti ye hi meri decision hai aur ye kabhi nehi badlegi. Dost ne kaha tumne to 1 mahina pehle hi ansu bahake kahi thi k tum Armaan liye sari jindagi wait karogi aur uske siva kisi aur se shadi nehi karogi?
Usne kaha k wo maine aise hi kaha tha bina soche samjhe.
Dost ne kaha k jiske liye itna sab kuch ho raha hai usse kiya tum baat karti ho?
Usne kaha k ha karti hu aur Rabbu aab meri bahoot achcha frnd hai wo mera bahoot kheyal rakhta hai.
Aur wo mere dost ko kaha k wo mujhse ekdin milna chahti hai kuch cheez bawas lene k liye aur sab relation khatam karne k liye.
Fir wo ghar se kolkata chali aayi.
Ekdin maine uski ek clg ka frnd ko cl kya aur use sab kuch bataya.
Tab wo frnd Sohana ko cl kya tha aur use kaha tha k tumhare liye sabse important kon hai Armaan ya Rabbu?
Tum us sharabi k liye aapna itne saalo ka pyar kaise chhor sakti ho?
Tum pyar kisse karti ho Armaan ya Rabbu?
Usne ek v sawalo ka answer nehi diye thi.
3din baad Sohana k ek friend se mera baat hu tab usne mujhe bahoot ultasidha kaha lekin tab main use Sohana k bare main kuch bol nehi paya.
Phir maine kaha k Sohana mujhse milna chahti hai na? Kab kaha kitne baje milna hai mujhe bol dena main pauchh jaunga.
Us raat sohana ne mujhe cl kya tha 3 month 7 din k baad mujhse uski baat hua. Fir victoria me milenge fixed hua.
18/07/2013 tarikh ko main usse milne gayi Victoriya park me wo ek ghanta baad aayi.ek jagah par baith k maine use hamare kuch photo di usne sab phota far diya.
Tab maine Sohana se puchha k mera galti kya tha. Tab main use sab kuchh bataya aur usse ek sawal kya agar tum mere jagah par hoti to tum kya karti?
Tab main bahoot ro raha tha aur use ye keh raha tha k sohana mera pyar to jhuta nehi tha tum mujhse aisa kaise kar sakti ho main tumhe chhor nehi sakta jaan.
Tab wo ro rahi thi aur boli k agar me is baar Rabbu k jindagi chala jau to wo jee nehi sakega.
Aur kaha k mujhe malum ho gaya hai k wo mujhe kitna pyar karta hai.
Usne mere samne Rabbu se 2-3 bar baat ki aur mujhe pata hi nehi chala.
Maine uske hat se uski mobile le liya aur dekha k MLR naam se ek cl aaraha hai tab main usse iska full from puchha wo bol nehi rahi thi tab maine kaha MLR ka full from My Love/Life Rabbu right?
Usne boli haa. Maine use kaha k main tumhare siva kisi k bare me soch v nehi sakta lekin tum ye kaise kar sakti ho tum rabbu se kaisa pyar kar sakti ho mera Itne saal ka pyar jhuta kaise ho sakta hai!!!
Usne mujhe kaha k main dil se tumse pyar karti hu lekin Rabbu ko main chhor nehi sakta.
Tab yaaro main itna Ro raha tha k mera gala sukh gaya tha aur sar pe bahoot dard shuru ho gaya tha.
Maine uski hat ko bahoot jor se pakra tha aur ye keh raha tha ke main tumse bahoot pyar karta hu Sohana main tumhare siva jee nehi paunga. Tab aisa lag raha tha k mera jaan sach me nikal jayega.
Isse pehle Itna Itna Itna dard maine kavi mehsus nehi kiya agar mujhe pata hota k Kisiko sachche dilse pyar karne ka Inam Itna dard milega tab main kavi pyar na karta.
Hum 4 hrs. Tak victoriya me the phir hum waha se bus stand me gaye main Sohana se baat kar raha tha tab usne kaha k tum chale jao tab maine kaha main tumhe aur kavi dekh nehi paunga kuchh aur der rehne do na fir main baat kar raha tha aapni dard bhari dil se fir usne kaha tum chale jao tab main paidal chalne laga raste k upar tab main soch raha tha k Sohana aakar mera hath pakregi aur bolegi k Armaan I love you main v tumhe chhor k jee nehi paunga lekin aisa kuch v nehi hua wo wahi par hi khari thi. Tab main Esplanet k raste par chalne laga aur wo aapna Hostel chali gayi..
Main sirf ye soch raha tha k wo kitna achcha natak kiya mere jindagi k sath. Usne ekbaar v nehi sochi k mera kya hoga kaise jeeunga main uske bina! Usne us sharabi k jindagi k baare me socha lekin mere jindagi k baare me ek baar v nehi socha?
Mere dil me jitna pyar tha maine sab Sohana ko de diya haiuske siva me kavi kisi ladki ko pyar nehi kar sakta wo to Rabbu ko lekar khush rahega lekin mera kya hoga?
Us din ke baad v main ek din usse milne gayi thi lekin usne inkar kar diya kyun ki wo Rabbu ko dukh nehi dena chahti.
Fir kuchh din baad use cl kiya tha lekin wo mujhse baat nehi karna chahti.
Yaar main usse baat kiye bina reh nehi parahahu 1sec v use mere kheyal se dur nehi kar parahahu.
Dosto mujhe kuchh v achchha nehi lagta hai kiya karu kaha jau kuch v samajh me nehi aaraha hai. Kaise us bewafa ko bhula paunga use to me nafrat v nehi kar pa raha hu. Wo mera pyar ko nehi samjha yaaro main use bepanah mohabbat karta hu.
Maine use kaha hai agar mera pyar sach hai to ek din tum bahoot pastaogi.
Kiya wo sach me kabhi mere pyar ko samjhe gi? Kaise me use bhul paunga?
Main kaise khud ko sambhalunga please help me….
E-mail- mdsksalmanali@gmail.com

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In year 2000, I met a man for coffee, at Starbucks. To this day, I remember what we were wearing. He was wearing a ski jacket and jeans. I was wearing a well fitted grey sweater, black jeans and pleather jacket. My friends at work would tease me and ask me, if I had a hot date. They called it, the date sweater. My date and I did not meet after the initial date. Soon after, I moved across British Columbia, for a job promotion. Within a few years, I moved across Canada, for yet another job promotion. At one point I decided to return home and settle down. I asked my parents to introduce me to someone. My aunt knew of someone and the two of us met. We decided to get married. We were engaged for a year and within a year of marriage we separated. After separation I moved across Canada for a few years. During that time I spent a lot of time thinking about all that had happened. It was then that I realized that the man I had met for coffee in year 2000, was the man I had married. In our twenties we met for coffee and parted. In our thirties we met and got married. We had changed so much I didn’t recognize him. When we met the second time he was wearing a dress shirt and pants. I was wearing a dress and veil. He looked like a different man. I had changed a lot to. On our initial date I had layered, shoulder length, hair and loud make up. During our second date I had straight, long hair that came down to my buttocks and very quiet make up. I don’t think he recognized me either.

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I am black. Jason is white. I am not quite sure who made the first move, but we ended up talking to one another during a speech tournament. It was at Loretto Academy that he asked me as we were walking around the chapel, “Do you want to get married?” “Sure!” I replied. I held on to that moment. I thought it would be forever. Later on during the day, Jason came over to me. “Do you know what that woman told me? She asked me what I was doing talking to that black girl?” I looked at him, my mouth gasped at what he just told me. Deep down inside I didn’t realize that maybe this was just the beginning of the end. At another tournament at Hanks High School, we met again and decided to go to Dunkin’ Donuts. He held me in his arms there and told me that he was going backpacking in Africa. I thought that was pretty
neat and I was pleasantly surprised. I know one day we’ll be together, I kept thinking to myself. Jason never returned though. Now it’s 25 years later. Jason is married, just not to me. And I am still single always remembering the promise I made to him at the chapel. This is my story. Go ahead Hollywood and use it. That’s how you got the movies, “White House Down” and “Olympus Has Fallen”. Sometimes pain has a purpose. I guess my purpose is for entertainment.

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I’m 15 and in love. Alot of people may say that we are too young to be in love or even know what love is. But I do. Heres the story. 🙂
Note: Names have been removed from my story as people did not want them added.

In grade 7 my family had just moved house during the summer so i was starting high school with no one i knew, which isnt very fun at all. I had no one to hang out with or anything. I did however have my athletic talent. I am a swimmer and have been for a long, long time. Anyway, at the swimming carnival in term 1 i made a friend and she is great, we immediately became best friends and she was a swimmer too, bonus! We both got through to the interhigh swimming carnival along with a huge group of other people from our school. At lunch we got hot chips from the canteen and one of the guys from our school came over and asked for a chip, i found out later that he thought i was hot so he made an excuse to come over, along with his friend. I gave them both a chip and invited them to sit with us. We started to get along and thought they were both pretty cute. We had loads of fun throughout the day and I added them on Facebook that night. I started talking to one of them and found out we had alot in common. I straight away got feelings for him. I told my friend and she gave me the push i needed to act on my feelings. Im not a forward person and couldnt tell him straight up that I like him so we just kept talking. We started hanging out together at school, becoming closer as the weeks went by. We both figured out that we liked eachother but neither of us acted on it. He told me he liked me but i thought it would ruin our amazing friendship if we went out so i said no when he asked me out. I honestly wish i had said yes. After that he guessed i didnt like him anymore and moved on after about a month. I got jealous and my friends that I had made throughout this time told me i still liked him, i knew i did but denied it anyway. This went on for about a year and a half. He asked me out a few times in those 18 months but i said no each time. One time he even asked me out via message because he couldnt take being told no to his face again. On the 1st of October 2012 he told my friends he was going to ask me out one last time. He got nervous twice during the day and didnt do it but my friends convinced him to take me for a walk. So he did. We went for a long walk and he got me alone and asked me out. He finally got the answer he wanted, i said yes. We went back to our group of friends and got the biggest hugs from everyone. My best friends were more excited than we were, they ran to the oval to tell my new boyfriends best friend that we were going out. His first response was literally ‘He did it without me there?!’ This was his friend from the swimming carnival. We have only been going out for 9 months but we really are in love. We could have been going out for almost 2 years now but i was stupid and didnt want to ruin our friendship. But it got stronger, i finally said yes and now we have a strong relationship. He is the person I want to grow old with. I want to have kids with him and get a house in the country together. I have so many dreams and he is my shooting star that will make them all come true.

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I was in my first year college when I had my first relationship with a guy. My high school was pretty much empty when it comes to love. Anyway, let’s just call this guy “L.” L was everything you could ask for in a guy, he’s smart, a true gentleman and the over-all package of a guy. It all started with our friends’ jokes and teases that we became close with each other. Until that day came when we confess each other’s feelings and well, being new to the experience. (We’re not really the gf-bf relationship, just a sort of)I was all red after that and I couldn’t keep myself from smiling. But months after since I was conservative little girl, I want to became dominant in our relationship and set rules for us to follow. It started o-kay but then we become pressured it and so we abolished the rules. The most peak moment of our so-called relationship was during Christmas when he gave me a necklace with a heart pendant and I just gave him two handkerchiefs (I’m so lame at buying gifts)and L also gave me a bouquet for Valentine’s. Its the first time I received a bouquet from a guy though (feels ecstatic). But when April came and since we’re not classmates anymore because he has transferred into a new section and so we barely see each other. I was happy by that because that means, we’re not going to be together at all times. But then, I started having this feeling of being bored by this relationship (It doesn’t seem to give me the spark like I used to have when we first met.) I was looking for something else and so, after our classes we decided to eat lunch together and at that moment, I told him how I feel that we will be better off as friends and gave him a couple of reasons. And you know what he did? He just smiled and said one last time, “I’ll wait for you and I love you!” The first time he said I love you to girl and the first time I heard it from a boy. Then he stood up and walked away and he never glanced back.

The weeks that followed was beyond torment. I was gossiped by my friends and told me the regrets that will follow for letting go so easily. But I stand my ground and told them I wasn’t happy and I want to focus on my studies. L and I never talked and looked at other’s eyes. We avoided each other at all costs or perhaps I was the one avoiding him But at the end of May, we came across each other and I looked down. He passed by me and something made me look back and there! I saw him gesturing a hello and smiling. I smiled back! That was the first time we’ve looked at each other for how many weeks. I was happy that I was looking forward to something new and letting go of the past. I was not yet ready but I know time will come and I secretly hope that there will be an “us” someday.

Right now, we are classmates and well we’re practically the bestest of the best of friends. We know each other so much. And you know about that “wait” thing he said, well it’s kinda like a hanging thread for me– because I promised to myself that i’ll wait too for the right moment. He doesn’t know that I’m secretly waiting too 🙂

xX We have the right love at the wrong time xx

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I used to live in karachi but i was born in quetta, the place i love the most.
I used to vist quetta 2 months in a year in my school weekends i was only 11 but my brian was working as a teenager i had a crush on a boy in school,
the day i moved to quetta was really fun but then on the 21 of july i was kind of bored my brother was playing with a kite and me and my sister went to the top of the house and was watching my brother i suddenly watched the house exactly infront of my house and a boy was flying a kite and my sister said that if we are bored here till we move back to karachi we should filrt with him and my sister asked me to pretend that i am on call and stand infront of him and then she moved from there and he saw me and waved me the distance between our houses was this much that we cant even watch each others faces but i didnt rplye him i used to hate him and i thought he is so bad that he is waving an unknown girl, but then we use to go at the top every day and he used to be their every day, my sister used to call him tmhara wala but i already liked someone and hated him. It became a daily work and then 1 day my brother thought that someone is up there and he told my vesy close uncle about it and he stopped us going there the day we didnt went there he flew a kite and lifted it on the top of my house and left it there but the window through which we can watch eachother i started going there everyday eventhough i hated him and one day my sister and my cousin told me that they both like him the next day he waved again and i replyed him and he asked me to come out i said i cant he went dowm he was angry and sad that he never came there again and i felt bad and the day on which i had to move to karachi again i couldnt told him. I moved to karachi and realized that i love him so much but couldnt told him. The next year when i moved to quetta he never came there again but the last day of my moving back to karachi he came and we were talking in actions and again i moved to karachi and my cousin told me something that is making this relation ship very serious and incomplete that is he is a christian 🙁

i dont know anything about him not even his name but i konw that he is a good human being and a nice man who respect girls

1 more month and then i will move to quetta again and tell him everything and leave the decision on him <3

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It was the summer going into my junior year in high school, I was at the county fair with my best friend and we were hanging out with some boys. That night i spent the night at my best friends house, a boy from our grade that we always thought was so weird and annoying texted my best friend asking if i was dating her younger brother because someone had seen me on a ride with a boy earlier that night. She replied and said ‘No.’ The next day i went shopping with my friend and her mom and i got a random text from a number i didn’t know, it was the boy who had asked my friend if i was dating her brother, we hit it off and it turns out we have a lot in common, we texted none stop for the next week or so until he asked me out over text, my ex-boyfriend had just dumped me a month and a half earlier and i was still heart broken so i turned him down. A few days later my best friend was over and set up a first ‘date’ for us. All he wanted to do was drive around in his car, and i was in love with his car. We drove around for a few nights and he always kept asking me out and i still wasn’t sure if i wanted to date him. A day or two later i decided to have a bonfire and invited him along with my friends in our class. He had to be home by 11:00pm. so right when he was leaving we hugged and kissed and without him even asking me again i said ‘the answer is yes’ he automatically knew what that ment. Since then he has not only became my boyfriend, but also my best friend! I dont like doing stuff without him because to me then its not fun, he comes to all my family things and i go to all his family things. To this day we are still together and have a very strong relationship.

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