what should the boy do when the following condition appears=

Boy take gul as his world but she changes his world by hurting him.he gave off everything for her bt she gave off her for others.he want to go through her bt she want to get ride of him.he still want to carry on the relation bt she want to end it.he want to smile bt she makes him cry.he want to hold her bt she want to leave..he want to be together but she waet to be apart.he want to preserve bt she wamdt to destroy the love.he want to respect their relationship bt she discard it.he wants to live for her bt she took his life saying that she loves someone other.he waits for her bt she didnt come to meet him.he call him bt she dnt reply or receive it.he care for her bt she dnt realize it.he express his feeling bt she take it as a joke.he cries for her bt it dnt matters to her.he fight for her wid the world bt she left him for other.he take her as his life bt she turn his life to hell.he always think of her bt it is valueless in front of her.he always reward her for his success bt she neglect it.he have to pretend in front of her that he love other gul bt both of them gul knw that the boy love her nt the others.boy hav to be apart from her due to compulsion.he shares every big n small moment bt she dnt.he still love her,although knw dat she cnt b his.he want to look after her,although she is under caring heart of other.he speaks all truth abt him to her without,although he knws dat the truth are against him n will effect him n his life.he never give up trying to keep relation wid her,although he knw dat relation wid her is impossible.he will b waiting for the gul till last breath bt ………………

when boy say :”i love u”.he get answer from gul:”what is the pruf dats u love me.give me the pruf/i m nt perfect for u.please forget md.i m sure u would find a better one than me.i m nt able to hold ur love n care.i m nt perfect for u”.then she walks away wid nthng in her heart for boy

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Ek Anokha Bandhan “Ye main kaha hun. main to apne kamre mein neend ki goli ley kar shoyi thi. main yaha kaise aa gayi ? kiska kamra hai ye ?” aankhe khulte hi zarina ke man mein hazaaron sawaal ghumne lagte hain. Ek anjaana bhaiy uske man ko gher leta hai. Vo kamre ko bade gor se dekhti hai. “kahi main sapna to nahi dekh rahi” zarina sochti hai. “nahi nahi ye sapna nahi hai…par main hun kaha?” zarina hairaani mein pad jaati hai.Vo himmat karke dheere se bistar se khadi ho kar dabe paanv kamre se baahar aati hai. “bilkul shunshaan sa maahol hai…aakhir ho kya raha hai.” zarina ko saamne bane kitchen mein kuch aahat shunaayi deti hai. “kitchen mein koyi hai…kaun ho sakta hai….?”zarina dabe paanv kitchen ke darvaaje par aati hai. Ander khade ladke ko dekh kar ushke hosh ud jaate hain. “arey ! ye to aditya hai… ye yaha kya kar raha hai…kya ye mujhe yaha ley kar aaya hai…ishki himmat kaise huyi” zarina darvaaje par khade khade sochti hai. Aditya uska class mate bhi tha aur padosi bhi. Aditya aur zarina ke parivaaron meinbilkul nahi banti thi. aksar aditya ki mammi aur zarina ki ammi mein kisi na kisi baat ko ley kar kaha suni ho jaati thi. In padosiyon ka jhagda pure mohalle mein mashur tha. Aksar inki bhidant dekhne ke liye log ikkatha ho jaate the. Zarina aur aditya bhi ek dusre ko dekh kar bilkul khus nahi the. Jab kabhicollege mein vo ek dusre ke saamne aate the to muh pher kar nikal jaate the. Haalat kuch aisi thi ki agar unme se ek college ki canteen mein hota tha to dusra canteen mein nahighusta tha. Shukar hai ki dono alag alag section mein the. Varna class attend karne mein …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
bhi problem ho sakti thi. “Kya ye mujh se koyi badla ley raha hai ?” Zarina sochti hai. Achaanak zarina ki nazar kitchen ke darvaaje ke paas rakhe flower pot par padi. Ushne dheere se flower pot uthaaya.Adiya ko apne peeche kuch aahat mahsus huyi to ushne turant peeche mud kar dekha. Jab tak vo kuch samajh paata… zarina ne ushke sar par flower pot de maara. Aditya ke sar se khun bahne laga aur vo ladkhada kar gir gaya. “tumhaari himmat kaise huyi mere saath aisi harkat karne ki.” zarina cheellaayi. Zarina fauran darvaaje ki taraf bhaagi aur darvaaja khol kar bhaag kar apne ghar ke baahar aa gayi. Par ghar ke baahar pahunchte hi ushke kadam ruk gaye. Ushki aankhe jo dekh rahi thi ushe ush par vishvaas nahi ho raha tha. Vo thar-thar kaanpne lagi. Uske adh-jale ghar ke baahar uske abba aur ammi ki laash thi aur ghar ke darvaaje par uski choti bahan fatima ki laash nirvastra padi thi. gali main charo taraf kuch aisa hi maahol tha. Zarina ko kuch samajh nahi aata. uski aankho ke aage andhera chaane lagta hai aur vo phoot-phoot kar rone lagti hai. Itne mein aditya bhi vaha aa jaata hai.Zarina use dekh kar bhaagne lagti hai….par aditya teji se aage badh kar uska muh daboch leta hai aur use ghasit kar vaapis apne ghar mein laakar darvaaja band karne lagta hai.Zarina ko sofe ke paas rakhi hokey nazar aati hai.Vo bhaag kar use utha kar aditya ke pet mein maarti hai aur teji se darvaaja kholne lagti hai. par aditya jaldi se sambhal kar use pakad leta hai …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
“paagal ho gayi ho kya… kaha ja rahi ho.. dange ho rahe hain baahar. Insaan… bhediye ban chuke hain.. tumhe dekhte hi noch-noch kar kha jaayenge” zarina ye sun kar hairaani se puchti hai, “d.d..dange !! kaise dange?” “Ek group ne train phoonk di…….. aur dusre group ke log ab ghar-baar phoonk rahe hain… charo taraf…ha-ha-kaar macha hai…khun ki holi kheli ja rahi hai” “Mere ammi,abba aur fatima ne kisi ka kya bigaada tha” —zarina kahte huve subak padti hai “bigaada to un logo ne bhi nahi tha jo train mein the…..bas yu samajh lo ki karta koyi hai aur bharta koyi… sab raajnitik shadyantra hai” “tum mujhe yaha kyon laaye, kya mujh se badla ley rahe ho ?” “jab pata chala ki train phoonk di gayi to main bhi apna aapa kho baitha tha” “haan-haan minority ke khilaaf aapa khona bada aasaan hai”“mere ma-baap us train ki aag mein jhulas kar maare gaye, zarina…koyi bhi apna aapa kho dega.” “to meri ammi aur abba kaun sa zeenda bache hain.. aur fatima ka to rape huvalagta hai. ho gaya na tumhaara hisaab baraabar… ab mujhe jaane do” zarina rote huve kahti hai. “Ye sab maine nahi kiya samjhi… tumhe yaha utha laaya kyonki fatima ka rape dekha nahi gaya mujhse….abhi raat ke 2 baje hain aur baahar curfew laga hai. Maahol theek hone par jahaan chaahe chali jaana” “Mujhe tumhaara ahsaan manjoor nahi…main apni jaan de dungi” Zarina kitchen ki taraf bhaagti hai aur ek chaaku utha kar apni kalaayi ki nuss kaatne lagti haiAditya bhaag kar uske haath se chaaku cheen-ta hai aur uske muh par jor se ek thappad maarta hai. …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
Zarina thappad ki chot se ladkhada kar gir jaati hai aur phoot-phoot kar rone lagti hai.“Chup ho jao.. baahar har taraf vahasi darinde ghum rahe hain.. kisi ko shak ho gaya ki tum yaha ho to sab gadbad ho jaayega”“kya ab main ro bhi nahi sakti… kya bacha hai mere paas ab.. ye aansu hi hain.. inhe to bah jaane do” Aditya kuch nahi kahta aur bina kuch kahe kitchen se baahar aa jaata hai.zarina rote huve vaapis ushi kamre mein ghuss jaati hai jishmein ushki kuch der pahle aankh khuli thi. ———————– Agli subah zarina uth kar baahar aati hai to dekhti hai ki aditya khaana bana raha hai. Aditya zarina ko dekh kar puchta hai, “kya khaaogi ?” “Zahar ho to de do” “Vo to nahi hai.. tute-phute paraanthe bana raha hun….yahi khaane padenge..….aaoouch…” aditya ki ungli jal gayi. “Kya huva…. ?” “Kuch nahi ungli zal gayi” “Kya pahle kabhi tumne khaana banaaya hai ?”“Nahi, par aaj…banaana padega.. ab vaise bhi mammi ke bina mujhe khud hi banaana padega ” Zarina kuch soch kar kahti hai, “hato, main banaati hun” “Nahi main bana lunga” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
“Hat bhi jao…jab banaana nahi aata to kaise bana loge” “Ek shart par hatunga” “Haan bolo” “Tum bhi khaaogi na?” “Mujhe bhook nahi hai”“Main samajh sakta hun zarina, tumhaari tarah maine bhi apno ko khoya hai. Par zeenda rahne ke liye hamein kuch to khaana hi padega” “Kiske liye zeenda rahun, kaun bacha hai mera?” “Kal main bhi yahi soch raha tha. Par jab tumhe yaha laaya to jaise mujhe jeene ka koyi maksad mil gaya” “Par mera to koyi maksad nahi………”“Hai kyon nahi? Tum is dauraan mujhe acha-acha khana khilaane ka maksad bana lo… vakt kat jaayega. Curfew khulte hi main tumhe suraksit jaha tum kaho vaha pahuncha dunga” – aditya halka sa muskura kar bolaZarina bhi uski baat par halka sa muskura di aur boli, “chalo hato ab…. mujhe banaane do” “Kya main kisi tarah delhi pahunch sakti hun, meri mausi hai vaha?” “Chinta mat karo, maahol theek hote hi sabse pehla kaam yahi karunga” Zarina aditya ki aur dekh kar sochti hai, “kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ki jish insaan se main baat bhi karna pasand nahi karti, uske liye kabhi khaana …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
banaaungi” Aditya bhi man mein sochta hai, “kya khel hai kismat ka? jish ladki ko dekhna bhi pasand nahi karta tha, uske liye aaj kuch bhi karne ko taiyaar hun. Shaayad yahi insaaniyat hai” Dheere-dheere vakt beet-ta hai aur dono ache dost bante jaate hain. Ek dusre ke prati unke dil mein jo nafrat thi vo na jaane kaha gaayab ho jaati hai.Vo 24 ghante ghar mein rahte hain. Kabhi pyar se baat karte hain kabhi takraar se. kabhi hanste hain aur kabhi rote hain. Vo dono vakt ki kadvaahat ko bhulaane ki puri kosish kar rahe hain. Ek din aditya zarina se kahta hai, “tum chali jaaogi to na jaane kaise rahunga main yaha. Tumhaare saath ki aadat si ho gayi hai. Kaun mere liye acha-acha khaana banaayega. Samajh nahi aata ki main tab kya karunga?” “Tum shaadi kar lena, sab theek ho jaayega” “Aur phir bhi tumhaari yaad aayi to?” “To mujhe phone kiya karna” Zarina ko bhi aditya ke saath ki aadat ho chuki hai. Vo bhi vaha se jaane ke khyaal se pareshaan to ho jaati hai, par kahti kuch nahi. After one month: — “Zarina, utho din mein bhi shoti rahti ho” “Kya baat hai? shone do na” “Curfew khul gaya hai. Main train ki ticket book kara kar aata hun. tum kisi …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
baat ki chinta mat karna, main jaldi hi aa jaaunga” “Apna khyaal rakhna aditya” “Theek hai…sho jao tum kumbhkaran kahin ki…he..he..he….” “Vaapis aao main tumhe bataati hun” — zarina aditya ke upar takiya fenk kar bolti hai Aditya hanste huve vaha se chala jaata hai. Jab vo vaapis aata hai to zarina ko kitchen mein paata hai “Bas 5 din aur…phir tum apni mausi ke ghar par hogi” “5 din aur ka matlab? ……Mujhe kya yaha koyi takleef hai?” “To ruk jao phir yahin…agar koyi takleef nahi hai to” Zarina aditya ke chehre ko bade pyar se dekhti hai. Uska dil bhaavuk ho uthta hai “Kya tum chaahte ho ki main yahin ruk jaaun?” “nahi-nahi main to majaak kar raha tha baba. Aisa chaahta to ticket kyon book karaata?” — ye kah kar aditya vaha se chal deta hai. Use pata bhi nahi chalta ki uski aankhe kab nam ho gayi. Idhar zarina man hi man kahti hai, “tum rok kar to dekho main tumhe chhod kar kahin nahi jaaungi” Vo 5 din un dono ke bahut bhaari gujarte hain. Aditya zarina se kuch kahna chaahta hai,par kuch kah nahi paata. Zarina bhi baar-baar aditya ko kuch kahne ke liye khud ko taiyar karti hai par aditya ke saamne aane par uske hont sil jaate hain. Jish din zarina ko jaana hota hai, us se peechli raat dono raat bhar baate

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I don’t know where to start but here it is…
Let’s call him ANG, he’s a year younger than me and he had a thing for me though he never told me exactly his feelings. I don’t know how but it was mutual understanding. Maybe because I felt the same way, that there was no word to describe the thing we had. but the closest phrase to describe it is, the part of the song of next to you by jordin sparks. and that is “maybe were friends, maybe were more”. we hung out for sometime until I found out that he already has a girlfriend. So, he’s a cheater. Well, I never dreamed of being the “other girl” so i ended the flirting thing although the relationship was still something more than friends we already put the label and boundaries of our “FRIENDSHIP”. So, the hanging out part was OFF LIMITS and that was the miserable part. It felt so good when he’s around. I don’t know why and how good it was but when I got him out of the picture I was so sad especially when that HUG crosses my mind…the HUG he left me before he disappeared totally..
We text each a lot even after I knew about his girlfriend. He told me everything about their relationship and stuff. so, when they broke up, it crushed him but also relieved him. Because the girl got so paranoid after she knew that I existed. but that’s a different story. anyways, the HUG..the HUG.. the HUG that felt so warmth and safe.
It was late in the evening when we were texting and it was already 1am in the morning when he realized he needed to see me. I was at the dorm that time and visitors at that time are not allowed anymore. so, I told him the situation we had but still he insisted to go just to see me for a while. So then nothing has stopped him even it was so hard to look for a ride at that time. He arrived like 30mins after his last message. I was so worried what happened to him. If he really got a ride or not, and if he did why was his phone unattended when I tried to call him. I went down the dormitory and looked for him. and after 5 minutes of wandering outside. There he was, smiling at me, the smile that melted me and almost made me cry for worrying. we stayed outside and took a walk while telling me what happened to him and his now-ex-girlfriend. Well to make their long story short. They had a baby and the girl didn’t want it and after she got rid of the poor 8wks old fetus, she told him. And that made him so angry that he can’t even look at her, he was almost crying while stating those words. So as to comfort him I just listened and held his hand. But when he tried to interlocked our hands, I refused but just rather put our palms together. He asked why did I refused. I told him that “I think your just hurt that’s why your doing what your doing. I understand, guys will always be guys. I like this better.” then he agreed. Well he didn’t had any choice anyway, the truth about it was “I’d like to put boundaries between us”. The friendship relationship wasn’t working because the thing we had overpowers it but then at least we both know were we stand. It was 2:30am when we realize we have to figure out how was he going home because he cannot stay at the dormitory. It was late and no there are no cabs outside. So I had no choice but to sneak him in the dorm room. I thought If somebody from the admin will see him I’ll just tell them he’s my brother and he will spend the night at my room because we will be going home before the sun rises up.Thankfully nobody saw him until we reached my dorm room. There were my room mates doing some stuff and I introduced him. well they knew about our story so they didn’t mind him having him there. I knew he was tired so, I pointed out my bed and he stayed there while I told my buddies the plan if somebody sees him. He fell asleep easily, when I looked at him he was deep asleep. Well that’s what I thought because when I lied beside him and watching him sleep he suddenly put his palm on my palm. We were like holding each others hand while facing each other. My heart started to beat fast. He opened his eyes and smiled at me. My heart melted right there and there. I was stuck by his eyes. It was like he was trying to hypnotize me. I felt my face was so red and I turn back on him. then he HUG me so tight and I felt so secure and warmth. The hug that bugged me almost every night after that. It was a unique feeling. I couldn’t explain it but it was so nice. I loved it and fell asleep while he was staring at me. well, I think he was. haha. then we woke up the next day and finally he really got me home safe and with the hang over about our special moment that night. Unfortunately, we did not end up together. That was the last day I heard from him. He never texted or contact me. I guess that was a goodbye HUG. I still misses him and that hug a lot and I even dream about it. I even wanted it to happen again so that I could hug him back…miss you so much..

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I met my husband 14 yrs ago, fell in love and married him. We have 2 children, that are amazing. We’ve had our share and more of hardship, troubles, cheating, and lies. We’ve also had a great deal of good times. About 6 yrs ago I met a girl, who happened to be my husbands best friend at the time, her and I never really clicked. The past yr has been a complete whirlwind of stuff. I started back to school after 15 yrs and I have the career that I was meant to have, my husband confessed to cheating for the first ten yrs of our marriage with many women, to name a few things. Well, my husband is a very insecure man. He has actually told me several times over the past 6 months that he’s jealous of my life. It used to be the complete opposite, I was jealous of his life, his job, his friends, just everything. Well this friend that I mentioned earlier of his, has been around alot over the years. We’ve become very good friends in the past two yrs. She sends me a good morning txt every day, that says “G’mornin gorgous”, she understands my needs and my wants. My husband told me that he does not want to hear about work or school or my friends or anything really. So I talk to her alot, and she completely gets me.
The more I am with her the more I realize that she is amazing. In late January of this yr, we were hanging out just kind of relaxing, having a few drinks. She kissed me and I have never in my life felt the way she made me feel. Everything in my being pulls like a magnet to her. When she enters a room, my stomach feels fluttery, when she touches me my whole body shivers. We have been seeing each other for about 7 months now. She feels the exact same way about me. Last week, she said she wanted to marry me on the beach. The thought of being in her arms for the rest of my life are almost too much for me to stand. Of course I said “yes” and we are currently making plans to live together first. Right now we are stealing moments when we can. With her job as manager of a retail store, and my job, moments are hard to find. She is my breath, my water, my soul belongs to her. We are destined to be together forever. She is the most beautiful, amazing woman I’ve ever known. I can’t wait to share the rest of my life with her.
We hoped for many months that the feelings we had for each other would fade and we could go on with our lives. However, that’s not what the cards held for us. Planning our wedding for Summer 2012. Can’t wait.

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I’m a teenage girl. I always thought that teenagers are to young for love. So if any of my friends were to say ” Hes the one!”, ” Im in love with him for sure”, or ” But I can’t break up with him, I love him!” I would think ‘ They have NO idea what their talking about’ but this was before it happened to me.

His name is Dane. I only met him this school year, he came from an other school with some of his friends. I go to a small school so we only have about 400 students tops at my school. There are four buses that drops us off. We both caught the bus to school but he caught bus four while I caught bus one. If anyone would of asked me if I had feelings for him I would of probably look at them if they were crazy, but this was before I fell in love with him.

Hey don’t get me wrong, I don’t just judge people on the spot from their looks but when I first saw him he wasn’t the most good looking guy here. His hair was always messy, he had one hell of a mouth on him, he always acted stupid around his friends and he was just plain goofy.

In the 2nd quarter of school he and his sister would sometimes catch my bus after school. Since he was the same age as me, my friends and I would talk to him on the bus. Turns to find out he wasn’t such a bad guy. He was fun to hang around with, that goofy grin would always make us laugh, that dirty mouth of his always had something funny to say then later we became good friends.

When I started to know that I had a crush on him wad toward the ending of the 2nd quarter on the bus coming back from school. We dropped of the 1st load of kids so there was barely anyone on the bus. He sat across from me we talked a little but we was both tired from school so we just looked out the window. For some reason I kept glancing at him to see what he was doing, but when ever I would look back at him he would just be looking at me too. I just don’t know, I looked him right in the eye quickly then turned to my window. I felt it, my heart beated so fast, my face heated up, I couldn’t stop smiling and I just knew I had a feelings for him.

I couldn’t help but think ‘God why? Why do I like him?’ like any girl would of course I tell my best friend. Leah. She thought it was soo funny! Remember what I told you? He wasn’t the best looking guy or the smartest. I told her to be quite and we just laughed together and she thought that it was just sooooooooo cute!

I was set on getting over it. I thought it was gonna be easy because 1. I have zero out of seven periods with him so I would barely even see him. 2. He catches my bus after school like once every two weeks or something. So you see what I mean? Easy. But boy was I wrong. He ended up being in a tutoring class ( like I said, he IS NOT the smartest guy around) and was able to cross out two periods and had to move to the rest of my classes. Then he and his sister had practice for paddling so everyday after school he would catch my bus because my bus was a faster route.

I was so irritated that my plan had failed but was a little….well fine I was really happy that I saw him more. At first Leah and I thought it was just a bad crush. Like really bad because I never acted how I did to any of my previous crushes. He could just walk pass me and I would be smiling like crazy. He would just talk to me or just give me his goofy grin and I would blush until my head looked like a giant tomato. He could be sick and I would panic and sometimes even be close to tears. It was just a confusing feeling.

Then somehow everyone started to notice ( you would have been blind not too) that I liked him. I’m sure that he was the ONLY one that didn’t notice. But when he found he started acting so different around me. He only talked to me if it were necessary, he couldn’t look at me in the eye anymore, and he would avoid me.

I couldn’t handle it! It was nearing two weeks and it was just driving me to depression. I was sad most of the time and tried to hide it. I was even brought down to tears and just couldn’t take it anymore. I was so close to being over it. One more day of the pain and suffering and it would be over. But then he just…ugh!

He started to crack up jokes around me again. Hang out with me and my friends again and all these other things and I was so mad! But…I almost cried at how happy I was because he started talking to me and hanging out with me again. But again if someone were to say ” So are you to gonna go out?” he would just play it off pike another joke of his and say ” Not gonna happen!” or ” No way, me and her?” I knew that he was just letting me off easily but it still hurts.

But then I started to get mixed signals! He would always be looking at me or something. I caught him staring at me alot! And sometimes if we would get into touchy play kind fights he would blush. And just smile at me, not his goofy grin but a nice smile with that adorable blush on him made me blush too! And on the last day of school we had out banquet. I was just gonna give him a quick hand shake when I had to go ( hey I’m a tomboy, don’t judge) but when I reached out my hand he grabbed it and pulled his arm around me then hugged me tight. That was one of the best moments of my life. I couldn’t help but feel the warmth go through my body.

I had boyfriends before but they never made be felt like that with just a hug. That’s when I knew it was more then just a crush. We are now almost back to school and just finished summer school not to long ago and are still dancing around each other with mixed feelings.

If anyone would ever say, ask, or tell me I might deny it…never mind I will dent it. It’s not just a crush anymore…I’m in love with him. I don’t just love that body of his ( he goes to paddling practice and they build a body. What can I say?) or that grin that could make any girl blush. I love that goofy grin, they way he acts, his laugh, his smile, that glint in his eyes, his messy hair, his dirty mouth, and everything else. He is my first love and I will remember that forth rest of my life.

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Teenage Love, Crush, School, Not always a happy ending, mixed feelings.

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Today, while sitting with his wife, arguing over the rent and the last cigarette, a middle aged man asked me why I was smiling so much. I couldn’t help but think it was a ridiculous question. Maybe he didn’t see the beautiful boy I walked in with.. Though, I was positive he did. Maybe he didn’t see the way i looked at this boy. I was sure, anyone who had ever felt love, would recognize the smile I was wearing in a second. I sat there the rest of the night, wishing he knew what it felt like, wondering if he would ever know what it felt like. Maybe he had felt it at one time. The feeling of love. Butterflies. Complete Happiness. Maybe it fades.. Or maybe I got lucky.

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At first I shrugged it off until i noticed. Those passing comments and stares where him actually tryna get my attention, Lord knows how long it went on for but when I noticed…it was a different story.

It started with a wave and then a hi, a short conversation that got me thinking- who is this guy and why has he decided that of all people in this city, it would be me he pays the most attention to. Out of curiosity I wanted to find out more.

After a few more encounters I found myself hoping we’d bump into each other more often (which is funny cos at the time I was completely infatuated with a guy i would/could never have!!). As we spoke and acknowleged each other more – I decided to push it further….I asked him for his number.

The wait to see if he would text back, and the brush of excitement when he did. I proceeded with caution and it became apparent the caution was needed. It seemed like he only wanted me- to get intimate with – but by this point I was falling for him and found it hard – yet I knew I had to back off and make my opinions clear.

We started talkin less, and funnily enough I saw him less, til the point there was no contact whatsoever. I convinced myself to let go…I just didnt understand how the guy who, noticed me first, chased me, would make my body shiver when he touched just my arm, made me stutter, my hands went sweaty, mouth dry, butterflies and evern just seeing him made me smile. He made me feel like that then drop me- why put in the effort (I seemed to make him happy too).

Guess he just didnt like me the way I wished, but he hurt me and til this day 2yrs since I last saw him, every other day he crosses my mind. May sound trivial to you guy reading this, but this always plagues my mind and glad I got to share..maybe someone out there can relate!

(Screen) Name: Jasmine

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This is my own story. In 2005 first time I met him. A simple guy who use not to speak so much. Quiet Decent man of simple life with a high thinking. Whenever i used to be with him I like to be like a blossom honey to whom he love most. When we are together we make the beautiful couple among everybody around us. Love is the most beautiful feeling in us which make me feel most beutiful girl of his life. He says me that i make every possible effort to make his life happy that`s why i m `Khushi’. After 6years still we are together and sharing a same feeling as we had when we are on our first date. We still love like a beautiful pair of birds who live seperately but breath for eachother only. Problems never make us apart rather they make us more closer after every fight. May God shower my all happiness to my heartsweet who makes me alwys smile. LOVE YOU JAANA ALWAYS.

(Screen) Name: Khushi

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My name’s Allison. I am in love with a guy named Caden. I know it’s love but i still want other’s opinions on this: SOOO I met Caden when i was in 7th grade. I’m pretty sure it was 7th grade, and I didn’t really become good friends with him until one day we started talking on facebook. We talked CONSTANTLY online, but I still saw him at church and stuff. In 8th grade, we were still talking and I kept on seeing him at weird places. For exsample, one time me and my friend Kim were at the mall and we saw him there twice!!! TWICE!!! And his baseball team plays mine and i’m in private school, he’s in public!! I would see him everywhere!! He even sat behind me at a baseball game!!(not in a stalker way though. just coinsidence)! And so one day we deiceded that we wanted to date. SOOO we did i think and then his mom got mad because she doesn’t want him dating!! I cried so badly, because I knew I would never get to be with him for a long time and that just made me upset. We didn’t talk for like 2 weeks and then we started talking again. Now we got closer and closer. I consider him my best friend. Don’t care what anyone says about him or me. I love him to death. I mean really, if i was put on the spot, i would die for him. I would do anything for him. We are both Christians, we get the SAME results on most of the online quizzes we take and he’s liked me for longer than i’ve liked him! All I want right now is for him to be with me, me in his arms, falling asleep just talking. I am going to scream if it doesn’t happen. I can’t let him go. I can’t let US go….

(Screen) Name: Allison Belt

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