When I was a young girl, I asked my brother “when do you know your in love?”, He answered “you won’t need to ask, you will just know!”.

I held that thought for many years. I got married, had 5 children, a very lonely marriage as for two  very different worlds and yes, you can feel lonely with so mnay children but the love for your off-spring is strong and therefore the best thing was to keep it together. The enitivable happened and he started looking elsewhere for what was missing in our marriage. I wasn’t so much surprised as  slightly numb as  my parents had left us some years previous with no explanation other than, they wanted a new start and we were not to hear from them again, which we have not. departure wasn’t something new and survival kicks in. I was stubborn, something my mother once said would take me through life.

We were brought up on survival, not having a lot of money, hard working parents, living on a budget along like many other families, my brother, sister and myself  all worked from age 9, potatoe picking, strawberry picking, shop work, anything we could to help a family, a very good life lesson now as it happens.

During high school, ina  small community we were all as family, along with the usual fights and disagreements, we tended to stick together. I longed for a settled guy who I could have my own family with but with with character, so of course always chose the wild boys! There was one that kept crossing my path called David but we never seemed to get together. He always watched me, I always watched him and was even at his first wedding but something kept us apart. That is until now!

I had  always dreamed of this perfect guy who loved kids, loved the sea, maybe an island boy, down to earth, sociable, funny, sexy, and hard working. Little did I know, that 27 years later we were to meet again in the circumstances we had then.

After 3 years of being single as focused purely on my children and did what parents do, keeping them secure. I was persuaded that Saturday night to go out to a club which wasn’t my thing but endured the drunks at the bar trying to pull any woman they could and jsut as I thought this really wasn’t for me, in walked David who was pointing at me saying “Nicki!!”. My heart nearly dived onto the table! Although there was much noise, dancing, people falling about, the room felt silent. He was just as handsome as when I knew him all those years ago. We hugged but did not ask each others sitruation, we werte so pleased at meeting up after so many years. I returned to my frends and he went with his but the next morning I felt the first urge in years to find out where he was! I found out he was widowed, had 5 children himself but I got on with life as it was. I kept dreaming of the number 19, every second day, why was I dreaming this, every bus seat I sat on was 19, it kept coming up.

5 months later, my job took me to a patient I was caring for and happened to see David in a garden, as I Walked over to say hello, number 19 was on his garden gate. This time we kissed to say hello. That was it, that was the kiss I had been waiting for my whole life.

From that monent onwards, we couldn’t spend a minute apart, our kids met and coming from two train crashes, them losing their mum, mine being in split marriage, they found solice in each other. We have not been able to spend time apart, I now live with David and our huge family of children, yes we still have lifes struggles but both being brought up the same way, we have the same morals and love for things.

It has just showed me that destiny does happen and we are luckier than most. I marry David next month. Love does happen.

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I have travelled to a lot of countries but in the end I met this beautiful boy in my own city. It’s still seems amazing to me. We are both gay and what we have between us is so different and beautiful. I really like to take care of him, I always ask him if he is hungry so I can buy him a sandwich or a pizza.

One thing that I feel with him and it’s new to me is that everytime we separate after ten minutes I feel like calling him again and I miss him. My heart pupms hard when I see his name on my cell phone calling me. He is a Libra in the zodiac and naturally very charismatic. I always wanted to have a person with me who understands me fully and he is the one that can feel me completely. I can not hide anything from him.

I like the small decisions he makes for me and then tells me “It’s for your own good, if it was bad for you I wouldn’t do it.” So much compassion, it’s what the humanity needs. I wish each single person finds the one who completes him, it’s wonderful.

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Hello guys, my name is Nidhi and I live in New Delhi.Here I’m gonna explain how he made me fall in love with him.

He was my tutionmate. His name was Yash. Literally, I won’t say it love at first sight for myself but perhaps it is for him. His unconditional love for me. We were just tutionmates and it was my first day in the tution classes when I saw him for the first time there. Although I wasn’t interested in him and didn’t even notice him. But the moment he saw me, got stuck to my face as I was some celebrity. This continued for some time and I started observing him. He was kinda cute and sweet boy. He kept looking at me whenever he completed his questions for tutions. I thought he was very awkward as no one had ever given me so much importance in his life. Slowly and gradually he made me fall in love with him. I also started looking at him for times and kept thinking how smart he was and any damn girl could fall for him and the best thing that I was so lucky to gain importance from him. He tried hard conversating from me but I being a nerd always said something to shut the conversation. For example – sometimes he tried asking me for a spare pen, though I had one but I denied him because we weren’t even friends and I was afraid of him for nothing. He tried cracking jokes in the tution to make me smile, to make me laugh. I loved his efforts but I never tried to make some efforts to go near and talk to him. One day I was so affectionated by him that I couldn’t control my eyes looking at him and so he noticed me soon as he also kept on looking at me constantly after five minute breaks. He kept looking at me then removing his eyes and then again looking at me and then again removing. This continued for a while and he wanted to burst out laughing but he couldn’t. So he turned back a while and smiled hard till a minute. This made me also smile so I also turned and started smiling. Then eventually I felt that it’s love that makes me thinking about him so often. I realised that I love him very very much. His absence in the classes made my day boring. I realised I had affectionate feelings for him.

Then after some time, one day I was returning home from school and he had a holiday so he was riding a bicycle in the society. We had a face off in the society and I thought to make efforts to talk to him. But I couldn’t do much but just gave him a smile. Situation seemed like he had not expected that from me so his face rised with amazing smile in return. We didn’t talk but our face off smile made my whole day.

I thought I had fallen in love with him abroad and so is with him.

I tried searching him hard on Facebook and Google Plus but sadly I couldn’t find him anywhere on any social networking sites. I kept on thinking about him for hours and expected the same from him.

But one day, I had got geometry construction articles for Maths in tution and worked from them. At some point of time my compass fell on the ground and I couldn’t notice it. So, two of my tutionmates – Harsh and Kevin informed me about it and asked me to pick it up as it could injure anyone. When I picked up my compass, I was too embarassed to hear an insult from Yash ! He commented upon my compass and said that how old styled it was. I was greatly hurt. I felt that he didn’t have the same feelings for me the way I had for him. That kept me in a shock. It wasn’t about the statement that he said but actually the tone he used to criticise me. I was deeply hurt. So, the next day itself I got an expensive, costly and a german styled geometry box that he also didn’t have. I didn’t take it to the tutions because it was of no use. The chapter of constructions was over.

Yash made me feel very bad and started suffocating me. I abused him in my mind. The one who ruled my mind in dreams also now started developing hatred for himself. I thought and took an oath that i won’t love him anymore. But actually I couldn’t. I still loved him. Hus one comment couldn’t destroy my love for him. I still adored him and still adore him. I want him to be my true friend who will always be there for me whenever I need him. I love him. I can’t deny this fact. In fact, certainly his eyes also have passionate love for me. And during the tiem when I was angry from him, i didn’t even look at him but he tried to read my eyes. His eyes always show love for me. Is he the right one for me ? I still can’t decide.

If my story affected you guys please tell me what should I do ? I want his friendly hand badly. I want to be his friend. Then I’ll prove my feelings for him on my own.

Thanks a lot for readingmy

Thanks a lot for reading my incomplete LOVE story. Please like it.

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You heard of fairies? You heard of angels? Yes but did you ever saw one?.

What it feels like to be saved by a complete stranger? And latter that stranger becomes the most important person in your life?

Fairies, I never believed in them but now I do. why? Its all because of one person

I’m writing this for the most important person in my life who was once a complete stranger to me.

Her name is Annie.

I, the student of Medicine and surgery, am a patient of psychosis who had the worst experience of life as 2015 started.

Being in complete chaos when I got panic attacks again and again those too worsened by asthma attacks.

I was afraid of everything. ICU had become my second home. I see demons and devils. Yes I did saw weird creatures as my hallucinations

It happens in psychosis. I had no hope left. I just wanted to stay in my bed and away from people. I was completely overcame by the fear.

Darkness had completely taken over my life. Parents were there with me but i still felt horrible .

It was a chaos as I was about to quit my career in medicine. I was about to do the silliest things

But Just before I could lose myself completely,there came this person.

A girl from my class, a complete stranger!.

She asked after me everyday for I was sick

But soon she started caring and caring a lot for me

She prayed for me and gave me the reasons not to quit my career

In about a month or so I got enough hope to get up form ICU and go back to my medical college again.

And there she was already waiting to help me

Not only emotionally but spiritually as well as practically with my studies.

And in about a week or so I realised this person is really something special for me, a blessing from God

That unconditional care was beyond imaginable for me.

Time passed as i continued to struggle through my life and the girl, she was always there to pat my back and give me the hope I needed

Months passed I made new friends but she was still the same as before for me. Helping, smiling, caring and all that

Soon I got completely attached with this person who was once a complete stranger to me!

Whenever I had panic attacks or faint spells . She always came with her bundles of care and time. Either 3 at night or 6 in the morning she was always there

As time passed, We both got strongly attached with each other and the bond now is unbreakable

I miraculously passed my first year in medicine despite of complete loss of studies !!

It was all because of her.

Always giving me the confidence and hope not to quit, not to give up.

Not only was she the light to the night but also my guide, my faith, my hope.

In short she is my LIFE now!

I can never pay her back for all that she did for me. She is a blessing for me. Sweetest person and a loving soul

A fairy ! Yes, I call her a fairy because indeed she is a complete package of Love and Care with sweet soul and brightest of smiles in this world

Annie!

I want to thank you for all that you did for me.

You are not a human. You are a fairy. You are my soul.

YOU BEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WORLD

I LOVE YOU ANNIE A LOT A LOT !

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Apparently, he saw me and said I was the one. I hadn’t even seen him before he came up to my group of friends and asked the first question he could think of; does anyone know when the next furry convention is? He made me laugh, which is a plus in his part. I instantly liked him but he stil hadnt told me that he liked me so we became friends, me hiding my feelings and him hiding his. A couple weeks passed and we became close. So one day, I asked him who his crush was. After convincing him to tell me, he said me. I was really shocked because im the type of girl that is just average and is,  in most cases, the duff. So I told him i liked him to, when I got over the shock. We are now the ‘it’ couple in our school, and we’ve been dating for just under two months 🙂

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Five years ago, I attended high school as freshman to Francis Lewis High School. That’s when I met Rahim Cobb in my algebra class, who was also a freshman. His physical appearance is caramel skin tone, deep dark eyes, a buzz cut hair cut, and he also had beautiful biceps with an athletic build. His personality was hyperactive and perhaps too hyperactive. As weeks go by in algebra class, I remember the most embarrassing yet hilarious moment. When I was doing my work, everyone in the class was laughing at me, not with me. I was asking Rahim why everyone was laughing, he told me after the class was over that my thong underwear was showing. I couldn’t help but to blush and laugh. We became good friends and kept in touch with each other.

During my sophomore year, we didn’t have much classes together but we still managed to stay close friends. I don’t really remember much about us from sophomore year so I will not get to that.

During my junior year, we had two classes together: English and Global History. We would always sit next to each other and joke around low key. The one memory I will never forget was how close we actually grew when we had summer school (It wasn’t that bad, I actually enjoyed it). We would always sit next to each other and then we would immediately bond. I never knew I had an underlying romantic feeling about him because I was too afraid to reveal my true feelings.

During my senior year, I started dating my friend Kaitlyn’s brother Sean whom I’ve briefly met during my junior year up until the summer of 2013 when I invited him and Kaitlyn to a party at a bar in my town. Sean and I enjoyed our dancing moment. Now mind you, he was already in a relationship with my former friend. The relationship actually started in late August when he ended his previous relationship. After almost five months of dating, Sean abruptly ended the relationship because he only liked me as a friend and I was heartbroken. I became drastically depressed. The only people that comforted me was Isabel, Omayra, Rahim of course, Brandon, Frank, Anthony Lugo, Anthony Urbano, and my family. Rahim was always telling me to move on away from that relationship because I had no idea that I kept talking about my ex.

After high school, that’s when the sparks and chemistry began to grow. I went to Rahim’s house to hang out and I ended up giving Rahim a kiss because I really was in love with him. I might as well seize the moment. So, on November 6th of 2014, that’s when we established the relationship. I never felt so loved and warm. But here’s the problem, his ex girlfriend who was also my former friend began staying at his house because her family disowned her where she had nowhere to go. As months go by, I felt that she had overstepped her boundaries because I felt like she was trying to wiggle back into our space. That’s when things were growing rotten. Every time me and her got into an argument, she would run to Claudia, Rahim’s mother to tell her about it. I never forgot the moment When she left me a voicemail filled with cursing and threats. So, I ended up saving the voicemail so that I can show Rahim what went on. When I went to Rahim’s house, I showed him the voicemail and he was pissed and I had a long talk with Claudia and Carolyn to squash the beef.

After a year of our relationship, we are now stronger and despite being banned from his house because his mother banned me, I was hurt. I didn’t know whether to commit suicide or end the relationship. I knew in my heart that those are not the solution. Now that I think about it, I realized that life is too short to deal with a mother who would do everything she can to keep me away. Me and Rahim are still together and I don’t care what anyone thinks. It’s my life!

To those of you who are dealing with your partner’s family who are not too fond of you, you are not alone.

P.S.: Claudia used to like me before me and Rahim started a relationship.

The End!

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Hi I would Iike to be an unknown person.  I want to share my life story.  feeling like hell so want to share it with someone

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I am a college student in a well known university, honestly I have the beauty and brain so most of the students in our university know me. In my 1st year in college I have 4 best friends, suddenly they just disappear when they have their boyfriends. On my 2nd year I became close with my past classmate and she became my best friend that time, we hang out together, go to mall together, do home works and project together, it was a good time hanging out with her. Until one day she just say yes to one of his suitors and became so busy to his boyfriend. So even though she is too busy with him, I always come with her and even though sometime I became their chaperon. One night in an event when I was with them his boyfriend introduce me to one of his friends, and one guy catches my attention (I will name him Y). He is cute, nice and gentlemen. We talked a lot since my best friend is busy with his lover, and Mr.Y asked for my number.. At first I was a little bit of scared I don’t know why, but I gave to him. When I got home I was still thinking of him and waiting for his texts, and I feel asleep without receiving any texts from him. The next day when I woke up I looked at my phone and found that a unknown number texted me, I was hoping that its from Mr.Y but its not 🙁 it is from another guy who was with us last night. I was so disappointed. Because I’m so bored I replied to the guy who texted me (I will name him X) since his also one of my classmate during the semester. The day passed by and we hang out, with my best friend and his boyfriend with Mr Y and X. I feel in love with Mr. Y and he also told me that he also feel the same way to me. But someone is contradicting our love story.. its Mr X, my best friend and his boyfriend. Even though they don’t want Mr.Y for me we still date and hang out secretly. Until one day Mr Y just left with any texts with out any thing, he just left with out telling me the reason why.. I feel very sad that days, then my best friend told me that Mr X is in love with me and Mr X and Mr Y are cousins, and they don’t want to argue and fight just for a girl, so Mr Y surrendered and told to Mr. X that he will not court me anymore and he will give me to Mr. X even though its hard for him. I was so desperate that time that I even searched him at school and text and call him but no response. I told to myself that maybe I should move on. My friends support Mr X in courting me.. he is a nice guy but i really cant feel any love for him, I just want him to be my best friend and no more than that. Time flies I told him to stop cause I really feel sorry for him if he still continue courting me maybe I will hurt his feelings more. Months later I moved on and finally I’m okay with my life, and one man courts me (I will name him Mr Z) I really love him and I’m happy with our status getting to know each other.. Then one day Mr Y comes back and apologized to what happen, I really don’t know what to say and what to feel. But I rejected him and asked him to stop and that I’m know okay with my life. Mr Z became my boyfriend and until now we are happy with each other and Mr Y is still texting me and asking me to come back to him and give him another chance. But I’m scared that he might do those things again to me, and also I’m happy with my boyfriend now and I don’t want him to feel the pain of being left alone and being hurt because I love him so much. But still my mind is still thinking of Mr Y and I don’t know why 🙁 I hope I did the best decision. Thank you for reading 🙂

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hayyyy! this my first story

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true love story of one boy who love a girl…& only live a life today only for a girl

The story starts from a April,2009
A boy of class 5th who’s age is 10years for much understanding a story we have to go few years earlier….for much understanding i have writen in hindi language.

Vo ldka ek bhut he shaant or naa jaade kisi se baat krne ke nature ka tha uske jaade frnds bhi nhi the wo class me shaant shaant rehta jb se wo study start kiya tha tbhi se is nature ka tha.wo jis school me tha uske bhut se branch the so usne us branch se pdhai start jisme kevl class 4th tk he class the fir class 5th ke liye use usi school ke dusre branch me shift hona pda wo ldka bhut khush tha ki wo dusre or bde branch me pdhne wala h…lkin wo nhi jnta tha ki class 5th ke pehle din he use kisi ldki se pyr hojaye ga…after a week wo late se school phucha or classes start ho chuki thi sbhi bcche aa chuke the wo jaise he class ke door pe khda hua uski njar ek larki pe pdi jo uski classmate thi wo ldki 4th row ke 2nd seat pe left side pe baithi thi wo ldka usse dekhte he pyr kr baitha wo class ke andr gya or 1st row ke 4th seat pe right side taraf baith gya wo ldka usse dekhta reh gya ese he hr period hr din wo ldka use dekhta rehta us ldki ne bhi notice kiya ki wo ldka usse dekh rha ab vo ldki bhi usse dekhne lgi ldke ko lga ki wo ldki bhi usse psnd krti h lkin us ldke ki etni himmat nhi hoti thi ki wo ldki se aankh mila ske ese he time beeta gya or lkin us ldke or ldki ki frndship nhi hui kyo ki ldki bhi bhut shaant type ki thi..ese he ldke ka new frnd bna wo us ldki ka frnd tha or wo ldki bhi use apna bhut frnd maanti thi (frnd ka name akash(fake name))jb akash ko pta chla ki ldka us ldki ko bhut pyr krta to wo us ldke se kuch nhi bola lkin us ladke ke baare me glat glat khoob bura bura bolta tha wo ldki ab us lrke se nfrt krne lgi yha tk ki wo usse dekhna nhi chahti thi lrke ko ye sb us lrki ki ek frnd ne btaya ldka sun ke bhut uds hua ki uske frnd ne esa kyo kiya… ye sb class 9th ki thi…
Us lrke ne fir bhi akash ko kuch nhi bola ki yr tmhñe aisa kyo kiya ldka tbhi usse apna bhut accha frnd mnta tha lkin wo ldki abhi usse bhut nfrt krti thi….class 9th me ab wo ldki dusre section me thi àr fir khuch baad us lrki ka birthday aaya wo lrki us din bhut maasuum lg rgi thi jo ki wo h wo ldka usse dekhta he reh gya lkin us ldke ke frnds log na kaha agr tm usse pyr krte ho to tm usse aaj birthday kroge or propose kroge lkin ldke ki himmat nhi ho rhi thi esa nhi tha ldka drpok tha lkin aap jiisee schi mohabbat krte hoge na to usse pehli baar baat krne pura body kaap gya hoga..

Wo ldke ka himmat nhi ho rhi thi us ldki se baat krne ki lkin ldke ke frndss ke force krne pr us ldke ne us ldki ko birthday wish krne ke liye roka ar wish kiya to ldki ne smile dete hue thanks kaha kuch dur pe us ldki ki frnds log khdi thi to wo apni frnds ke ps etna khush hote hue gyi ki us ldkne ne usse etna khush aaj kbhi nhi dekha tha fir us ldke ko lga ki wo bhi usse pyr krti h lkin ldka galat tha kuch din baad ldke ke frnds ne usse ek tip diya ki tm use dekh ke smile krna agr wo bhi smile kr deti h to wo bhi usse pyr krti h lkin ne himmat krke class ke bahr nikla ar tbhi dekha ki ldki smne se aa rhi ldke ne girds krke samne se aa rhi us ldki ko smile pass kiya pr ldki use ignore kr ke chli gyi ldke ko bhut hurt hua ar us din wo ldka bhut jade roya tha ar next year class 10th me wo ldki dusre city chli gyi wo ldka use roj soch krke roya krta tha lkin kisi ko dikhata nhi tha sb ke saamne khoob hsta tha lkin andr se bhut rota tha esehe wo ldka pura saal rha uska pdhai me bilkul mn nhi lgta tha wo din raat khli us ldki ke baare me sochta tha….ar fir poore ek saal baad ek din aisa aaya ki jb ldka kuch ghr ka saman lene bike se jaaraha tbhi saamne se use wo ldki use cycle se aati hui dikhi to us ldke ka khushi ka thikana he na rha or wo jb pass ayi to ldke ne use dekh kr muskura diya lkin ldki use ese ignore ki wo ldka ek dm andr se toot gya or uska poora body jaise kaam he nhi kr rha tha or thoda sa he aage jaakr us ldke ka bhut bura accident ho gya or us ldke ko doctor ne 2month ki bed rest bola tha wo ldka bhut rota tha lkin kisi ko jtata nhi tha…….aaj bhi wo ldka us ldki ke liye tadap rha h or hmesha rota h us ldki ke liye ………or wo ldki march 2015 ko wapas apne city aagyi or ek school me padh rhi h or wo ldka aaj bhi us ldki ka intezr kr rha h ye jnte hue ki wo kbhi uske ps nhi ayyegi phir bhi uska intezr kr rha……ar us ldke ne aaj bhi apne us dhokebaaj dost se frndship rhi h kyo ki riste todna us ldke ko nhi aata………..aaj bhi wo ldka us ldki se be intehaan mohabbt krta h ar krta rhega……

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